it's now 3 days since the start of school and i am seriously NOT surviving.
haha.basically, i slept through all my beloved GP teacher's lesson and stoned through all my lectures. i feel bad doing so but i really cant force my eyes open for an hour plus of GP in that hot and stuffy classroom.

and wanting to catch up with my work, i attempted to go to the library after school only to spend my time sleeping there. people go to the library to study. i go there to SLEEP.haha,how wonderful.

good news. i finished with my PQ after 3 hours of self-praising. and i realised in the academic area, i have nth to talk about. absolutely nth. how pathetic.

Countdown: 7 weeks to prelims
19 weeks to A levels

i'm SOSOSO in love with chenchuhe!=D

oh yippie yeahyeah.
crows zero is finallly available after waiting for so long.
i haven watched it yet though.but i think it will be nice cos there's oguri shun.
=D

holidays is GOOD.
i get to slp longer and watch more videos.
as for mugging.i started a little.
but i seem to be less motivated than during olevels.and it makes be extremely worried cos alevels is much tougher.i just still dun not feel the urgency to really study as much as i can during this holidays. though i know it is a good time to catch up with all the work. thinking of the 28 chaptersof chem and the last few chapters of inorganic chem kind of dampens my mood to study. and not to mention AP,GP and summation and VECTORS and all the sorts of stupid probability which 90% of the questions that i cant solve makes me bored.first there's the notes to stydy, then there's tutorials that u need to attempt again.and then there is EPQ, and tys questions and multiply by the no of chapters u have.gosh.that's so much work.and yes.june holiday assignments.



and oh yes. i have already thought of the course i want to get in.
i hope i will make the right choice though. but wait till i get that results to get in.
and no people, it isnt medicine nor dentistry. cos i'm not up to that calibre to study those.though it means good money(dentistry) and great ( i dunno what it is called.hmm.parents' pride?? for medicine.
and yes, mainly because i wanna get out of the chemistry world. i dun want to study any more atoms and moles.haha.



god bless and have fun during ur holidays.

i feel like i'm carrying this sack of potatoes on me now.
bloatedbloatedBLOATED after having an extremely calories-laden dinner
.and the weather isn't making me feel any better.
3 hours of bio lecture tmr. i wonder how i'm going to survive.




i hate my schwork.
they make me feel arghhhhh.

My last harp performance cca.and probably the last after 10 years in a performing arts cca.


Honestly, I had always wanted a change after my pri sch. I wanted to join a sports cca. Even after another 4 years in a performing arts cca in secondary sch, I still wanted a change. But in the end, I ended up with the same thing. No sports, but music again. But after so many years ina music cca, I admit I really enjoy the feeling of being able to perform, and to share with people music that you really worked hard for

The past weeks wernt good. I was unhappy for given something that I didn’t like. My sis’s advice did help a little.( THANK YOU MS PEK!) but what that really made me “kai qiao” was one daily devotion. I cant rmb who gave that devotion but it made me feel a thousand times better.
That is “to treat any trials or problems that you face as an opportunity for personal development. “ trusted it and I didn’t make my problems bother me as much as it used to.

Thanks for making my last few practices so enjoyable harp buddies.i felt that though the last few practices meant staying back everyday, I didn’t dread going for it.and that is despite the fact that I had to stay back till 4.30 when sch ended at 2? And YES. I TRULY enjoyed the performance today!except wearing the atrociously hideous gown though.ahhh.i think I might miss performing…


her comes the time for serious mugging. what a sad and miserable jc life..