reflections of the week:
if you have ever thought of studying accounting or be an accountant in future. u will regret in future. seriously. gd pay yes. but u will go blind from the computer screen in ur face for almost the whole day and bore urself with numbers that frustrate u when sums dont tally.
i'm so glad my 3 days of data entry are over. i almost died-ed-ED.

but pay's gd.
Butttt 3 days of numbers and decimal points is enough!enough to make me never want to do it again.
train rides in the mornings are embarassing. my head just go round like a merry-go-round and i can stand and sleep through my journey and my knee does this weird movement that makes a sudden jerk. aiyah. it's just embarassing.

back to job searching again...and yeah. i want to kick that person ass who didnt get back to me.

As of now, i'm waiting for that person to call me. i accepted her offer as admin assistant in town area. sighhs. so far. but i guess i shld settle with this first for 2-3 months. because all the days waiting at home just for someone to call is miserable. she said she's gg to send my resume to the company( some engineering mnc) and will call by evening. but i guess..and i hope that the reason why she hasnt called is because it was alrdy late by the time i confirmed with her. close to closing hours. okay. cross my fingers. but she since she mentioned abt starting on mon or tues. then maybe she'll get back to me by mon.(cos she's not working tmr!)

Okay!wadever.just give me that job. i want it!
ok. it isnt bad to start on tues too. cos mon my mum and aunts are gg for jap buffet. and how can i miss that out right!yeah.

give me that job baby.hahaha.

i have watched a lot of dramas and movies online alrdy. and antm's cycle 11 is sosososos boring. even watch cycle 10 on tv a second time round is more interesting.
channel8's nyonya show is good.
channel5 she's gt the look is boring. like a copycat of antm.
channelu's 10pm forensic heroes(is it?) is gd too.though i watched the last 5 episodes only.

facebook's geo challenge is fun!but my huurmmphh "amazing" vast and dense knowledge of the world is hurrmmph amusing. or hurmmph. embarassing. guess i shld start reading the world map soon? and educate the little ignorant brain of mine.

LIFE's awfully boring. in my entire 17 years of life i have never slept so much . okay. maybe not. when i was an infant. but i am seriously turning into a pig. everyday routine is morning on the com. checking my mail. looking at random movies or shows i can find. i cant believe i am dreadfully bored by just choosing what to watch. it's like ok. this looks nice. but 5 mins past the show i end up clicking the redbox up there. then everyday is lunch with mum. and then back home for an afternooon nap.dinner and tv and com again. at night i switch on the com just for the sake of switching it on. aand then i just look at this and that i get bored after some time. cos i look that the same things over and over again.

i hope my cousin's company call me soon. like SERIOUSLY. life at home is a drag.

i'm back from my run. haha. ran 6 rounds and i gt bored and came back home. i should do this everyday. but my lazy ass always fails me. i shldnt forgive myself for saying that i would exercise as much as i can after A's. because i didnt even exercise much except for 5 times at the track. hmm. once at the gym??but hehheh. at least i managed to burn away some fats during the 21k. heehee. that's the only thing to be proud of. i shld get started. exercise. sweat the fats off man!

and yeah. i'm so tempted to run the full one nxt year. because i want the finisher's tee. =( my sis says we could .like run 10k walk 10 k run walk run walk shld ne able to finish . that's not a bad idea.haha!okay.we'll see nxt year.

i want have a buffet dinner or lunch soon. with those chocolately pastries and cakes. i want to go sun tanning too. and cycling.and a movie marathon. why hasnt that happen yet, since sec4. 2 years and we havent done it!okay. maybe i shld remind my dear friends.hahah!

gah. my sis is at m'sia now. lucky her is having buffet breakfast every morning.
this is unforgivable!!!hahaha!

today much of my time was spent on the train to expo then to changi airport and back to boonlay. collected my race pack which was amazing fast unlike last year which took me almost an hour in the queue. after that was the airport. seeing the planes make me wanna go overseas too.

okay. a cold climate is hanging over my hse now. my mum isnt talking to my sis. because she spends too much time on her church activities and sometimes having to come home late at night when bangla workers downstairs have their daily gatherings with beers and food and congregate in small groups. difficult situation. cos my sis doesnt want to that way. it's her responsibility and commitment. butt.. my mum thinks differently. she doent quite approve of my sis coming home too late at night. cos it's dangerous downstairs. and so she has to go down to fetch my sis late at night. which means having to stay up stilll my sis calls when she's returning home and sooo...when she gets tired and all. and frustrated. her mood totally changes. that was what that happened just now and many times b4. annddd. plus my sis is gg for some church convention in m'sia on mon. and she's worried or angry or i dunno. she doesnt want her to go.

okayyy. this isnt the first time. God do ur wonders. Get my mum to be less paranoid and worried about all these things. i think it's time for her to get some worries offf her chest. i know that it's true that all mothers are worried about their children. and yeah . it's not gg to be easy. knowing my overly paranoid mum.

occasionally. these problems crop up at home. but with God, nth is impossible. Trust God.=DD i will!

ANDDD. (again x100000 times)today.. no one called me for any jobs . i am ssoooo freakingly pisseddd.

OKAY. i am going to faint! i just realised on google search that my cousin's wife went to imperial college and then to oxford university and gt some national sci scholarship from astar. andddddd. in front of her name spells " dr". i knew about the dr part long ago. but i didnt now she went to imperial and oxford. imperial is like 5th or 6th and oxford's like 4th. OH MYYYY.. ......

anw, i walked in orchard alone for almost 5 hours today. ALONE. and all my money was spent only on food. haha! i'm craving for cheesecake and since prom is over, i can eat as much as i want! my face looks ultra FAT in all the photos. i dont think there is any decent ones. cos my face is atrociously fatand puffy and round and urghhh. but im so so so glad it's over. now i can feast. christmas is a time for feasting.hahaha!(ok. this isnt right! christmas is the significance of the birth of jesus)anyway...!!!! i dont understand why the lucky draw prizes were like measlyyy. despite paying a whole $98 that burnt my pocket.or rather my mum's. they totally scrimped on the prizes!! i was hoping to get at least some vouchers from kino or shopping vouchers!urgh! and the food were okay. so-so. it was nice but not worth $98. (luckily luckily.....someone wasnt there..if not our ears might have to suffer)hahahahaha!

starbucks was giving out free drinks today. and i went to get free drinks. i still prefer coffee bean.=D ok. i will go get some cheesecake tmr!with courtesy of my lovely sis who actually shld treat me after abandoning our sentosa session. haha. ok. i'm just kidding. i wannnt cheesy cheesecake and chocolately choc cake!

ok again. GOD give me a job soon...=(

sighs.i am jobless. broke and awfully bored. despite signing up for 20 jobs online. and to abt 5 tuition agencies., i have yet to recieve any response except for one though, which i rejected since the pay was super lousy plus it being so far away from home. i need a job. badly. my savings : less than a dollar (70 cents i think)and so that's why i have been cooping myself at home watching gossip girls. and just plain slacking my time away. i want a job. someone pleaseee call me and say i am accepted for the job i applied and of course with a reasonable enough pay...=(

plus plus. only a week have passed since a levels ended and it seems as if a month has gone by.
and tadada. Christmas is coming. i love christmas songs!=D

end product: 11 bags of rubbish and erm notes.

OK. Yayi I feel accomplished today after my operation cleanup day. I almost became a housewife, cleaning my room and my house for the whole day. And now finally, I get to rest.hahaha! if my mum wasn’t there to help me pack all my pieces(ok,no!stacks!) of useless notes and rubbish that I didn’t want anymore, I think I wouldn’t have finish even by now. Ok yay. I love my room now, spick and span. My sis says it’s like a Japanese green tea chocolate with strawberry room. Especially my bed. I love it now! Nights of lying there and watching tv.heehee

5 for math, 4 chem, 2 econs. 2 bio. 2 gp. how many trees i killed.

i finally decided to throw this away. my pri6 hair. HAHA!

off to sleeeppp=D

oh yay. i finally got my dress . one thing off my to-do list.
spent hours ytd online searching for jobs. i just applied to almost everything that sounds easy. like admin or clerical jobs. singhealth apparently as stated on that website i went was looking for 10 ppl. some others 5 or so. quoted salary:$1400 a month. gahh. i really hope they reply me this week. cos i neeed money. just applied for relief teaching. cos the pay's seems to be quite goood.haha.

to- do list for tmr; " OPERATION CLEAN-UP " my room is in a HORRIBLE TERRIBLE mess. my aunt was shocked when she came over ytd and looked into my room. yah. it's scary. oh yay. i'm cant wait to throw all those redundant stuff away and give my cousin some. i may keep bio though. that's my favourite subject=D math stats may be important in uni so i'm keeping that too. others math stuff.hehheh. i just feel like burning them.with anger. hahaha! no lah. im just kidding. i loved math until i started getting lousy grades for it. and that was hmmm. sec2 or 3?

ok. blessme. i'm going to have a hard time tmr in my liitle jungle.

i hope i get a job soon.

HOT GUY ALERT!!GOLAN YOSEF!HHAHAHA.i posted these for you STEPH and SYL. HAHAHA!

apparently he's some ballet dancer who won some Dance festival. OMG. watch cheetah girls 2! i was watching on channel 5 just now and he was dancing. okkk. i shall attach the video.

my dreams are getting weirder and weirder each day.
last night i dreamt in my dream that i was dreaming.
i dreamt of the toilet. and in my dream i was telling myself that "NO, i cannot dream of the toilet because you know what will happen.hahaha!"
and i woke up in my dream and walked to the toilet which i thought was the real toilet.but it wasnt! the toilet was in my dream tooo.
HAHA. fortunately nothing happenened . woke up suddenly.

OK. anyway, i think we shouldnt bt fretting about our A's. i've already brain-washed myself to think that way.
think in 40 or 50 years down the road. that A level cert would just be a small and minute part of our life. after getting into uni, that A level cert doesnt really count that much anymore. except getting entry into the better courses in uni. maybe i'll just choose any course that sounds pleasing in uni if my grades turn out disastrous.
God has already made the best plans for us. so do not fret!=D
getting back to A's, in future, when we think of our sch years. we wont be thinking of our results or the ugly certs we had, rather the relationships we forged in sch.
IN CONCLUSION, results arent that important are they? maybe i'm just comforting myself but..
In whatever that we do, do our best and God will do the rest.

OK. ON TO p3.
after that paper i am going to go crazy. =D

OH MY GOODNESS, what's wrong with me.
i'm such a careless freak.
i think the cambridge marker would be laughing at my ignorance.
SHIT. marks lost again. looks like i will never get any A.all because of careless mistakes.

Oh YEAH. another subject down and it makes me so glad that i'm having one less paper . down to 3 papers. i want it to be over as quickly. actually i think i might just go crazy on mon.when bio p3 ends. but hopefully p3 will be okay. co si really suck at bio applications. basically i suck at subjects that require REAL understanding. i'm just a mugger who needs to memorize and regurgitate to score well. give a question that i havent seen anywhere in the notes, i will never get it right. that's why i ought to be worry about my bio p1 which 75% of the paper was on application. ok. i just cant wait for next mon, by then i would only be left with bio mcq. oh yayyay. econs was ok except for the case study which i basically just crapped and wrote everything i think it was relevant or anything i could remember. hopefully. out of those that i crapped, there will be some right ones. hahaha.

these few days were rather unproductive. each day i get more slack and haha! more time spent online. like yesterday, i spent 2 hours plus using the com when i was supposed to be studying econs! haha. youtubing's so addictive! i went clicking on random videos liike xiaozhu dancing and xiaoS and daS mv. it was hilarious! okok. linking...








OK. STUDY TIME!

MY HEADACHE ISNT GOING AWAY AT ALL.
AND BECAUSE OF MY FREAKING HEADACHE,
I SPENT MY WHOLE AFTERNOON SLEEPING FROM 4 to 8
AND THE HEADACHE IS STILL THERE.
OH MY GOODNESS.
just an hour flipping through chem for chem p2 tmr.
I"M going to sleep now at 10! i hope my headache goes away.
i think God is trying to tell me that i need rest.
yes.ressst.nightss

OK people. Don’t moan about how much marks you lost for math. Becos I can assure you that you can get you’re an A or B easily because there are ppl like me who lost more than twice of the marks you lost. Remember the bellcurve and that with ppl like me who totally screwed it up, you don’t have to worry. Until yesterday, I finally got over how badly I did my math paper was. I threw away marks that weren’t supposed to be lost and OK. I have concluded the fact that I’m not cut out for math. And my grade on my cert will be a disastrous one.

Gone is gone. I shant bother about it anymore. I better do well for econs. To salvage my horrible grade for math.

oh yeah. it's down to ONE day. time to get started on GP but i couldnt resist postin some pics.

AND HIGHER!!!!

actuallly, it's quite fun studying in the kitchen.hahahaha=D

gambatte everyone!=D

WONDAAAFUL.it's now 10 TEN days to GP paper.
i cant rmbed how i overcame the O's because this A's is REALLy horrifying, SCARING and killing me.
i wouldnt want to fail gp. neither chem bio math or econs.
but i really am unprepared.
i havent done chem papers since school ended cos i was busy studying through the notes. i'll better get started on doing them . cause i need PRACTICE.
math revision was hmmm. 80% on stats 20% on pure. and not that my stats is improving. it is but minimally. i still need more practice and definitely to work on PURE math.annddd.as usual, i never get my probability and P&C right. how saddd.=(
bio. nth is going inside my brain. FULLSTOP.
econs. OHMYYY. BORINGBORIINNNGGGG. WASTE OF TIMEEE,
Gp?no comments. the least.

i'm feeling the stress now. at least since this week started.
but yeah. god will see us through. =D

Last official day in school today. it was sad but i actually enjoyed myself more than ever.=D except for the movie which i think everyone will walk out asking " what the ****was that" hahaha!i not trying to be vulgar here but really the movie was full of the f word flying all ard. like every min or so u hear 10 f-s.it was such a stupid and nonsense show. i think i'm becoming more and more bitchy after my never-ending gossip sessions with u ppl. but i loveee it.hahaha!it's all these bitching sessions that added so much entertainment in my life if not i think i would have probably died of boredom. it's so sad that the sch term has ended and we gotta spend all our time mugging our brains off. but after this torturous period, we are surely going to go crazy and high and everything.yea. i know, we will. i'm so looking forward to hours of chatting sessions that would go on infinitely where we will just sit and crap and bitch about everything non-stop. shit. there's chem tmr and i haven touched anything and i think i'm so goonna die. but anyway, i'll look forward seeing u guys tmr. and it's ironic that i'm loving schoool more and more. i'll better get started on chem. AHHHH.

AH. crap. down to 32 days i realise. and this crap A's is alrdy ruining me. probably everything except our intellect maybe. well, i hope it does. i worry for my math and gp and bio and haha everything.let me pass my gp well. not that i'm aiming for an A but at least i dont want any S or D or C on my cert. and looking at my standard now. i'm feeling haha!dont know what to expect. ok. and let me pass my math.gahh. and my health. my stomach's feeling all weird these days. and my face feels like it's full of the most hated thing. blah. sch's ending in a weeks time. not that i'm very looking forward to the end of sch life( which is not exactly over! ) but at least i dont need to crawl out of bed at 5.30am. i so wanna watch this hongkong series now.but it's not available evrywhere except tudou that takes super long to load. which i have no idea why it's so slllooow. i guess i have to follow it faithfully only on weekends on the teevee.which is so irritating cos i have to wait for 5 days to watch the next episode.but gd. i shouldnt be watching ANY shows online at this time. hk dramas are pretty gd. i've always liked them cos they're so real. and patrick in that show is quite charismatic but too bad he's too old. harwick's so cute but so evill. haha. i cant wait for sat againn. ok. i'm just blabbering on nonstop i realise. i think i should go grab some rest cos my stomach feeling all groggy again.

JUNJUN my love=D

i soooo wanna pinch his cheeks.

okay.i'm very happy now.

another 6 more hours and it's back to the usual school routine again. i'm feeling quite okay about it except for the getting back my results part.bcos it's time to get my hands and brains on academics again.i foundthis holiday really slow becos half the time i was either youtubing,crunchyrolling or mysojuing and lazing in bed half the day away. my bio's tutor words about starting with our mugging on tuesday didnt work for me at all. bcos day after day i kept procastinating and giving excuses and the total amout of work done for the week is pathetic. annoyed. i guess this guilt will get me starting with my mugging as from tmr onwards. no time left. ahhh. horrible . i have to face my chem tutor AGAIN tmr.sighhhs.

i didnt know he was so old. he's 31 this year. hk actors and actresses seem to be in their 30s or 40s these days. those with the 20 plus actors, no one watches.

oh my. i'm so in love with the nerdy yoo gun!i feel like pinching him. he's so so so cute!hahaha!few ppl can be nerdy and still look sososo gd.

plus plus ->Ranked # 9 at the Korea's Top 100 Bachelor's Official List

back=)
beijing olympics over.and so is prelims. it was pretty disastrous i guess. but i shant mull over it and let it destroy my wonderful september break.

there's so much things i wanna do this break. to watch all the shows i have been wanting to. to have all the food that i have been craving for and to exercise my blubber away.

it's such a pity that beijing olypics came at such a horrible time. to be right smack in between our prelims and even beforeour horrible exams were over, it jjust flew past. it's always like this. 4 years ago i rmbed watching the swimming finals at 12 plus in the night when there was year-end paper the mext morning. and guess what, 4 years down the road, it may be a distraction from our final year exams in uni( that is if i take a 4-year course). sighss. but anyway, i managed to squeeze in time for all my favourite events gymnastics and swimming.

throughout the events i really wondered if i was watching for the competition or eyecandying.the latter i suppose.haha!

HOOGIE

TOMITA

MARCEL



ZOU KAI
eyecandiess=DD

in a week time, i'm going to be face my disgusting results. and i hope it will wake me up to work for A's.

OLYMPICS FEVER

olympics is distracting from my notes.
BADBADBAD.


GO hoogenband!
GO tao li!

taoli is amazing man.

i need more concentration on my econs notes!!!!

it just lingers at the back of my mind....
thanks for all the wonderful memories.

haha.syl.see the umbrella pic?oooo.looks so cute!=DD

happy birthday miaomiao

i know you love me.(hahaha!!)

see see how elated you were after receiving my card

thanks for the movie.
i thought it was a good break from the books.

27 days to prelims peeps.
i really don't like the way the syllabus is incomplete yet.cos it really hinders our revision.raahhhh.
i wonder why i'm still blogging.
many ppl have already stopped their blogging and online activities by this time.
btw, yesterday and today's news covered buddhist monk mingyi the chief of renci hospital for defrauding the charity. it think it's really disappointing. i guess many people trusted him so much. just like i did.
The stunts he put up always, the things he did for the sick- it just seem like he can never be the one who will misappropriate these charitable funds.
even after the nkf durai case, i still totally trust his charitable acts.
and now, i think a lot lot lot of people will be shocked and in disbelief that he could be involved in this.
sighhsss. well, "money is the root of all evil" with money comes temptation and greed. really sad.

i received the standard chartered letter today.registration is here!=D and it's cheaper this time.
21k here i come!

haha.i cant believe i'm getting so irritated for the first time after watching the latest episode of my taiwan drama.

"GGGGGGRRRRRRrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh"
and for the first time, i went signing up for youtube just to post my comments.
but the odds are all against me.
and i think i'm probably hated in the comments page now.
"-4" for my comments in just a day.
everyone thinks otherwise.except for some pathetic few.
everyone's like "GO cx and xy", "i want cx and xy to be tgt" and the worst of all is
" xin yi and CX belong together. but anna and dylan ruin everything lol "
that's such an unfair statement.

GGGRRRRHHHHHhhh againnn.....
for goodness sake, i cant believe so many people are gunning for the classic fairytale ending. have some change please.if not what's the point of watching.at least for them. for me. i've my eyecandy in there to ogle at.hahaha!






still.... GO DYLAN!!

it's now 3 days since the start of school and i am seriously NOT surviving.
haha.basically, i slept through all my beloved GP teacher's lesson and stoned through all my lectures. i feel bad doing so but i really cant force my eyes open for an hour plus of GP in that hot and stuffy classroom.

and wanting to catch up with my work, i attempted to go to the library after school only to spend my time sleeping there. people go to the library to study. i go there to SLEEP.haha,how wonderful.

good news. i finished with my PQ after 3 hours of self-praising. and i realised in the academic area, i have nth to talk about. absolutely nth. how pathetic.

Countdown: 7 weeks to prelims
19 weeks to A levels

i'm SOSOSO in love with chenchuhe!=D

oh yippie yeahyeah.
crows zero is finallly available after waiting for so long.
i haven watched it yet though.but i think it will be nice cos there's oguri shun.
=D

holidays is GOOD.
i get to slp longer and watch more videos.
as for mugging.i started a little.
but i seem to be less motivated than during olevels.and it makes be extremely worried cos alevels is much tougher.i just still dun not feel the urgency to really study as much as i can during this holidays. though i know it is a good time to catch up with all the work. thinking of the 28 chaptersof chem and the last few chapters of inorganic chem kind of dampens my mood to study. and not to mention AP,GP and summation and VECTORS and all the sorts of stupid probability which 90% of the questions that i cant solve makes me bored.first there's the notes to stydy, then there's tutorials that u need to attempt again.and then there is EPQ, and tys questions and multiply by the no of chapters u have.gosh.that's so much work.and yes.june holiday assignments.



and oh yes. i have already thought of the course i want to get in.
i hope i will make the right choice though. but wait till i get that results to get in.
and no people, it isnt medicine nor dentistry. cos i'm not up to that calibre to study those.though it means good money(dentistry) and great ( i dunno what it is called.hmm.parents' pride?? for medicine.
and yes, mainly because i wanna get out of the chemistry world. i dun want to study any more atoms and moles.haha.



god bless and have fun during ur holidays.

i feel like i'm carrying this sack of potatoes on me now.
bloatedbloatedBLOATED after having an extremely calories-laden dinner
.and the weather isn't making me feel any better.
3 hours of bio lecture tmr. i wonder how i'm going to survive.




i hate my schwork.
they make me feel arghhhhh.

My last harp performance cca.and probably the last after 10 years in a performing arts cca.


Honestly, I had always wanted a change after my pri sch. I wanted to join a sports cca. Even after another 4 years in a performing arts cca in secondary sch, I still wanted a change. But in the end, I ended up with the same thing. No sports, but music again. But after so many years ina music cca, I admit I really enjoy the feeling of being able to perform, and to share with people music that you really worked hard for

The past weeks wernt good. I was unhappy for given something that I didn’t like. My sis’s advice did help a little.( THANK YOU MS PEK!) but what that really made me “kai qiao” was one daily devotion. I cant rmb who gave that devotion but it made me feel a thousand times better.
That is “to treat any trials or problems that you face as an opportunity for personal development. “ trusted it and I didn’t make my problems bother me as much as it used to.

Thanks for making my last few practices so enjoyable harp buddies.i felt that though the last few practices meant staying back everyday, I didn’t dread going for it.and that is despite the fact that I had to stay back till 4.30 when sch ended at 2? And YES. I TRULY enjoyed the performance today!except wearing the atrociously hideous gown though.ahhh.i think I might miss performing…


her comes the time for serious mugging. what a sad and miserable jc life..

last performance tmr.
kind of looking forward to it.
except wearing the hideous gown.

Name:陈楚河
English Name: Baron
Nic: 陈小宝 or River
Birthday: 5/9
Star Sign: 金牛座
Family members: 第四顺位
Height/Weight: 179 / 68
Blood Type: O
School: China Literacy University
Sleeping Habit: Hugging the pillow
Most precious: Grandmother, Mother, Noodles (河粉)
Relieve Pressure: 请他人掏耳朵

Favourites
Body Part: Palms
Director: Oliver Stone
Actor: Colin Farrell, Al Pacino
Movie: Scent of a Woman
Tv Series: 水野美纪的 "初体验"
Manga: 蜡笔小新
Food: 辣椒炒小鱼
Fruit: Strawberry
Color: Blue
Singer: Sade
Song: Cry Me A River
Clothing Style: Handsome leather coat+Jeans
Perfume: Emporio Armani lui/il/he/'el/男/♂
Type of girls: Obedient 乖女 Talented才女 蜥蜴女

his blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/churiverchen

HEHEHE.i'm so looking forward to episode 10.=D
dylan shen fu!!
sorry ppl for my craziness. but meanwhile you can feed ur eyes with this hottie.

i was telling my mum how unfair it was.
and like all mothers.
she insisted that i speak up.
but i think that will worse.

and so i told her that this is how the world is like.
it's an unfair world.

i just wondered if i joined the wrong _____.
after joining it again,it seems like it's just a waste of time.waste of my experience.
and this time, waste of my sacrifice.

Don't worry ppl. i have gotten over this. cos it isnt worth my mind to be brooding over this.
back to my overdue math homework.

It's 4.30am on a sunday morning now.
the wind's howling.and i'm so afraid for the windows!
they were producing some awkward sounds as if they were going to be sucked away by the wind.

it's mothers' day today!maybe i shall prepare breakfast today?yea.i think i should!
but i gotta pull my lazy sis out of her bed first!and that will take me ages for her just to get her ass off her comfy nest.


I'M SO IN LOVE WITH CHEN CHU HE.
hothothot. IN SUNGLASSES=)

i'm feeeling pissed again.
like duh. who wont.
just my luck to be caught in such unlucky situations.

it's just weird that some ppl dont have the little eq.
GAHHhh.
I-R-r-iTa-T- INGGG

on a happier note
yeah!AC rugby won!=D
and yeah!finally time to watch my taiwan drama.
AWWW.dylan....

MOOO

today's one of my mood-IEST day.
and i don't know how i'm going to make myself feel better.
GRRrrrr

i just looked at my diary and it says 14 weeks to prelims
and 26 weeks to A levels.
ohnooo.i'm so unprepared for 'A's

but for now, i have my econs end bio test to worry about.
though i really don't feel like studying for my econs.


i probably just read through.and prepare to crap through.
HECK.it's inconsequential for now.

another 2 more weeks and it's the june holidays.
time really flies...

randomm

Hi ppl. i'm alive.haha.
back to my previous post, my vow to slp early is totally not working.
i cant think which animal has similar sleeping habits.
cockroaches and lizards maybe???
hahaha.

cockroaches are gross.
baby lizards are quite cute.not the HUGE ones though.

this is such a random post.

SLEEPPPPP

I'm going to revert back to my old sleeping habits form now on.

the daily sleeping ffrom 9pm to 2pm and then waking up to do work is killing my body. i cannot help it but it's my body alarm clock. i either wake up at 1 or 2 plus am automatically!

and now, i'm suffering sleep paralysis when i wake up conscious but unable to talk or move my limbs for almost half a minute.it's freaky i tell you.

it seems to happen when one's body is experiencing extreme fatigue and desperately has the urge to sleep?

i guess my body is still not used to my changed sleeping and waking-up time.



yeah. for my health, rachel has decided to sleep by say 1 every night.





sch's really killing me.

it's such a dreadful day everyday.sighss.

i wanna A levels to end like real soon!!!!AHHHHH!

Funorama

Rachel shall post in “I” this time.

Yesterday was fun-o-rama. I guess it was pretty fun, getting to see my “long-time-no-see” friends and realizing how small Singapore is to realize some of the ppl you know are actually ur friends’ friends. Food stall business was unexpectedly good. Damn good i should say from what I had expected it to be. It was madness trying to scoop ice-cream out of tubs to meet the demands of the large no. of customers.There was one point of time when three of us had to scoop ice-cream out of one tub and our poor hands were all cramped in that small space. But it was quite funny anyway. I spent most of my day walking ard selling swensens ice-cream, showing my unglam self in sweat and shouting “ swensens ice-cream for 3 dollars” like some pasar malam auntie.

Admist all the fun, most of us weren’t in our best moods. There were many conflicts that arose becos of many things. I got pissed off easily and my mum and sis had to listen to all my complaints repeatedly. I was still complaining last night on how horrible some of us felt during the funfair. Thanks to those who helped our stall though they weren’t part of our cls. You guys rock. My “ wonderful” classmates of mine have thousands and one things that should learn from u guys!

My arms and back are aching now. With all the carrying for fund-raising and fun-o-rama, I think my arms have grown stronger.haha!=) maybe I can do more inclined pull-ups this time!heehee.

It’s now back to work people! I did nothing productive this week.
but nonetheless, Fun-o-rama was a good experience. it's just that it could have been better.

"Friday, 7 March 2008
The release of A levels were really pressurizing"

Ms L would probably say S-V! (subject verb agreement!) haha!
and draw her sad smiley beside it.


WATCH OUT. S-V S-V S-V
don't wanna fail GP.

OH MY.HE'S DAMN CUTE!!

rachel's sound like she getting into her child-pedophiling mood again.lol.

ENJOY PEEPS. he's really talented and most importantly.CUTE!=D

B for chinese.
GAHHH.
rachel is still deciding to retake it or not.DAMN.
disappointing.



On the side note,
The release of A levels were really pressurizing.

This girl is really fabulous.

She made me cry first.after watching the her audtion round.

Rachel screwed her Gp paper.
GAHHH.
writer faster! think faster!

rachel's brain is damn slow.
2 hours for just one vector qn.

-.-

BIO SPA skill C and D tmr morning.
Rachel hates having to go to sch on sat mornings.
cos she needs her sleep and to prepare for her long piano practices before her lesson in the afternoon.
andit deprives her of her slp on a wonderful weekend.
so what's with the five day work week thingy.
why do we still need to go to sch on weekends.
BBBLAAHHHHHH.

Rachel's trying hard to absorb the main points abt evolution which is tested tmr.
selection pressure...reproduce...viable offspring with similar and favourable traits...population...
and that ultra long list of errors and limitations.GAHHH.

BUT.this is better than studying for terms which is 5 days away??
RACHEL is damn screwed for terms.
why is founders day right smacked in between terms?and it's worst having to perform cos it means having to stay back after school for the days before that "showtime" day.

the j1s are happily having their orientation.like last year. there are some bored faces,just like rachel's last year.

RACHEL IS gg back to her ultra important bio spa now.
byepeeps!



and OH YES! anyone wants fun-o-rama tickets?



Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heartIs to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out


For the whole week after mon.this song was stuck in rachel's head.

RACHEL HATES VECTORS
ARGHHHHHHHH!

AH MENG

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

Rachel spent her Chinese new year like a glutton.
OMG.SHE ate and ATE and ATE non-stop.
and most probably consumed 100000 calories
Now, at 11pm, she still feels like eating -.-

Cos there's so much food at the table!

HAIL RACHELthe PIG.HAHAHA

Have a blessed lunar new year peeps.hope you get more angbaos

AND when you do, buy a FUN-O-RAMA ticket from RACHEL.

AND perhaps.get an ice-cream from rachel during the fun-fair=D

and by doing so, rachel assures you that you are extremely qualified to wear the "LITTLE MISS NICE" or "MR NICE" shirt

HAWHAWHAW

grins*

"YAKITORI FOR ONE FIFTY!"

Gong xi fa cai.

it's finally the great tuesday when rachel can have her deserved rest
HA!
like real man!just see the amount of hmwk and how much sheis lagging behind for all subjects!


well, today was a rather EVENTFUL dayfor rachel with her time spent in the canteen shouting

"YAKITORI for one dollar fifty cents" over and over again
eventually after 4pm, it became " YAKITORI for a dollar"
and yes!rachel is really thankful for the many ppl who were staying back for their ccas.
especially those who were really so generous and non-hesitant in buying our yakitori!
=) rachel love you very muchhhhhhh.
rachel hoped you loved sc4's yakitori and spaghetti too!=D(she noe you all do!)




4/5 steamboat pictures.thanks IVY!

check out the bridge fanatics

AND not fogetting the leader of the fan club.

Rachel loves her friends!

have a happy chinese new year break people!=)