sighs.i am jobless. broke and awfully bored. despite signing up for 20 jobs online. and to abt 5 tuition agencies., i have yet to recieve any response except for one though, which i rejected since the pay was super lousy plus it being so far away from home. i need a job. badly. my savings : less than a dollar (70 cents i think)and so that's why i have been cooping myself at home watching gossip girls. and just plain slacking my time away. i want a job. someone pleaseee call me and say i am accepted for the job i applied and of course with a reasonable enough pay...=(

plus plus. only a week have passed since a levels ended and it seems as if a month has gone by.
and tadada. Christmas is coming. i love christmas songs!=D

end product: 11 bags of rubbish and erm notes.

OK. Yayi I feel accomplished today after my operation cleanup day. I almost became a housewife, cleaning my room and my house for the whole day. And now finally, I get to rest.hahaha! if my mum wasn’t there to help me pack all my pieces(ok,no!stacks!) of useless notes and rubbish that I didn’t want anymore, I think I wouldn’t have finish even by now. Ok yay. I love my room now, spick and span. My sis says it’s like a Japanese green tea chocolate with strawberry room. Especially my bed. I love it now! Nights of lying there and watching tv.heehee

5 for math, 4 chem, 2 econs. 2 bio. 2 gp. how many trees i killed.

i finally decided to throw this away. my pri6 hair. HAHA!

off to sleeeppp=D

oh yay. i finally got my dress . one thing off my to-do list.
spent hours ytd online searching for jobs. i just applied to almost everything that sounds easy. like admin or clerical jobs. singhealth apparently as stated on that website i went was looking for 10 ppl. some others 5 or so. quoted salary:$1400 a month. gahh. i really hope they reply me this week. cos i neeed money. just applied for relief teaching. cos the pay's seems to be quite goood.haha.

to- do list for tmr; " OPERATION CLEAN-UP " my room is in a HORRIBLE TERRIBLE mess. my aunt was shocked when she came over ytd and looked into my room. yah. it's scary. oh yay. i'm cant wait to throw all those redundant stuff away and give my cousin some. i may keep bio though. that's my favourite subject=D math stats may be important in uni so i'm keeping that too. others math stuff.hehheh. i just feel like burning them.with anger. hahaha! no lah. im just kidding. i loved math until i started getting lousy grades for it. and that was hmmm. sec2 or 3?

ok. blessme. i'm going to have a hard time tmr in my liitle jungle.

i hope i get a job soon.

HOT GUY ALERT!!GOLAN YOSEF!HHAHAHA.i posted these for you STEPH and SYL. HAHAHA!

apparently he's some ballet dancer who won some Dance festival. OMG. watch cheetah girls 2! i was watching on channel 5 just now and he was dancing. okkk. i shall attach the video.

my dreams are getting weirder and weirder each day.
last night i dreamt in my dream that i was dreaming.
i dreamt of the toilet. and in my dream i was telling myself that "NO, i cannot dream of the toilet because you know what will happen.hahaha!"
and i woke up in my dream and walked to the toilet which i thought was the real toilet.but it wasnt! the toilet was in my dream tooo.
HAHA. fortunately nothing happenened . woke up suddenly.

OK. anyway, i think we shouldnt bt fretting about our A's. i've already brain-washed myself to think that way.
think in 40 or 50 years down the road. that A level cert would just be a small and minute part of our life. after getting into uni, that A level cert doesnt really count that much anymore. except getting entry into the better courses in uni. maybe i'll just choose any course that sounds pleasing in uni if my grades turn out disastrous.
God has already made the best plans for us. so do not fret!=D
getting back to A's, in future, when we think of our sch years. we wont be thinking of our results or the ugly certs we had, rather the relationships we forged in sch.
IN CONCLUSION, results arent that important are they? maybe i'm just comforting myself but..
In whatever that we do, do our best and God will do the rest.

OK. ON TO p3.
after that paper i am going to go crazy. =D

OH MY GOODNESS, what's wrong with me.
i'm such a careless freak.
i think the cambridge marker would be laughing at my ignorance.
SHIT. marks lost again. looks like i will never get any A.all because of careless mistakes.

Oh YEAH. another subject down and it makes me so glad that i'm having one less paper . down to 3 papers. i want it to be over as quickly. actually i think i might just go crazy on mon.when bio p3 ends. but hopefully p3 will be okay. co si really suck at bio applications. basically i suck at subjects that require REAL understanding. i'm just a mugger who needs to memorize and regurgitate to score well. give a question that i havent seen anywhere in the notes, i will never get it right. that's why i ought to be worry about my bio p1 which 75% of the paper was on application. ok. i just cant wait for next mon, by then i would only be left with bio mcq. oh yayyay. econs was ok except for the case study which i basically just crapped and wrote everything i think it was relevant or anything i could remember. hopefully. out of those that i crapped, there will be some right ones. hahaha.

these few days were rather unproductive. each day i get more slack and haha! more time spent online. like yesterday, i spent 2 hours plus using the com when i was supposed to be studying econs! haha. youtubing's so addictive! i went clicking on random videos liike xiaozhu dancing and xiaoS and daS mv. it was hilarious! okok. linking...








OK. STUDY TIME!

MY HEADACHE ISNT GOING AWAY AT ALL.
AND BECAUSE OF MY FREAKING HEADACHE,
I SPENT MY WHOLE AFTERNOON SLEEPING FROM 4 to 8
AND THE HEADACHE IS STILL THERE.
OH MY GOODNESS.
just an hour flipping through chem for chem p2 tmr.
I"M going to sleep now at 10! i hope my headache goes away.
i think God is trying to tell me that i need rest.
yes.ressst.nightss

OK people. Don’t moan about how much marks you lost for math. Becos I can assure you that you can get you’re an A or B easily because there are ppl like me who lost more than twice of the marks you lost. Remember the bellcurve and that with ppl like me who totally screwed it up, you don’t have to worry. Until yesterday, I finally got over how badly I did my math paper was. I threw away marks that weren’t supposed to be lost and OK. I have concluded the fact that I’m not cut out for math. And my grade on my cert will be a disastrous one.

Gone is gone. I shant bother about it anymore. I better do well for econs. To salvage my horrible grade for math.

oh yeah. it's down to ONE day. time to get started on GP but i couldnt resist postin some pics.

AND HIGHER!!!!

actuallly, it's quite fun studying in the kitchen.hahahaha=D

gambatte everyone!=D