reflections of the week:
if you have ever thought of studying accounting or be an accountant in future. u will regret in future. seriously. gd pay yes. but u will go blind from the computer screen in ur face for almost the whole day and bore urself with numbers that frustrate u when sums dont tally.
i'm so glad my 3 days of data entry are over. i almost died-ed-ED.

but pay's gd.
Butttt 3 days of numbers and decimal points is enough!enough to make me never want to do it again.
train rides in the mornings are embarassing. my head just go round like a merry-go-round and i can stand and sleep through my journey and my knee does this weird movement that makes a sudden jerk. aiyah. it's just embarassing.

back to job searching again...and yeah. i want to kick that person ass who didnt get back to me.

As of now, i'm waiting for that person to call me. i accepted her offer as admin assistant in town area. sighhs. so far. but i guess i shld settle with this first for 2-3 months. because all the days waiting at home just for someone to call is miserable. she said she's gg to send my resume to the company( some engineering mnc) and will call by evening. but i guess..and i hope that the reason why she hasnt called is because it was alrdy late by the time i confirmed with her. close to closing hours. okay. cross my fingers. but she since she mentioned abt starting on mon or tues. then maybe she'll get back to me by mon.(cos she's not working tmr!)

Okay!wadever.just give me that job. i want it!
ok. it isnt bad to start on tues too. cos mon my mum and aunts are gg for jap buffet. and how can i miss that out right!yeah.

give me that job baby.hahaha.

i have watched a lot of dramas and movies online alrdy. and antm's cycle 11 is sosososos boring. even watch cycle 10 on tv a second time round is more interesting.
channel8's nyonya show is good.
channel5 she's gt the look is boring. like a copycat of antm.
channelu's 10pm forensic heroes(is it?) is gd too.though i watched the last 5 episodes only.

facebook's geo challenge is fun!but my huurmmphh "amazing" vast and dense knowledge of the world is hurrmmph amusing. or hurmmph. embarassing. guess i shld start reading the world map soon? and educate the little ignorant brain of mine.

LIFE's awfully boring. in my entire 17 years of life i have never slept so much . okay. maybe not. when i was an infant. but i am seriously turning into a pig. everyday routine is morning on the com. checking my mail. looking at random movies or shows i can find. i cant believe i am dreadfully bored by just choosing what to watch. it's like ok. this looks nice. but 5 mins past the show i end up clicking the redbox up there. then everyday is lunch with mum. and then back home for an afternooon nap.dinner and tv and com again. at night i switch on the com just for the sake of switching it on. aand then i just look at this and that i get bored after some time. cos i look that the same things over and over again.

i hope my cousin's company call me soon. like SERIOUSLY. life at home is a drag.

i'm back from my run. haha. ran 6 rounds and i gt bored and came back home. i should do this everyday. but my lazy ass always fails me. i shldnt forgive myself for saying that i would exercise as much as i can after A's. because i didnt even exercise much except for 5 times at the track. hmm. once at the gym??but hehheh. at least i managed to burn away some fats during the 21k. heehee. that's the only thing to be proud of. i shld get started. exercise. sweat the fats off man!

and yeah. i'm so tempted to run the full one nxt year. because i want the finisher's tee. =( my sis says we could .like run 10k walk 10 k run walk run walk shld ne able to finish . that's not a bad idea.haha!okay.we'll see nxt year.

i want have a buffet dinner or lunch soon. with those chocolately pastries and cakes. i want to go sun tanning too. and cycling.and a movie marathon. why hasnt that happen yet, since sec4. 2 years and we havent done it!okay. maybe i shld remind my dear friends.hahah!

gah. my sis is at m'sia now. lucky her is having buffet breakfast every morning.
this is unforgivable!!!hahaha!

today much of my time was spent on the train to expo then to changi airport and back to boonlay. collected my race pack which was amazing fast unlike last year which took me almost an hour in the queue. after that was the airport. seeing the planes make me wanna go overseas too.

okay. a cold climate is hanging over my hse now. my mum isnt talking to my sis. because she spends too much time on her church activities and sometimes having to come home late at night when bangla workers downstairs have their daily gatherings with beers and food and congregate in small groups. difficult situation. cos my sis doesnt want to that way. it's her responsibility and commitment. butt.. my mum thinks differently. she doent quite approve of my sis coming home too late at night. cos it's dangerous downstairs. and so she has to go down to fetch my sis late at night. which means having to stay up stilll my sis calls when she's returning home and sooo...when she gets tired and all. and frustrated. her mood totally changes. that was what that happened just now and many times b4. annddd. plus my sis is gg for some church convention in m'sia on mon. and she's worried or angry or i dunno. she doesnt want her to go.

okayyy. this isnt the first time. God do ur wonders. Get my mum to be less paranoid and worried about all these things. i think it's time for her to get some worries offf her chest. i know that it's true that all mothers are worried about their children. and yeah . it's not gg to be easy. knowing my overly paranoid mum.

occasionally. these problems crop up at home. but with God, nth is impossible. Trust God.=DD i will!

ANDDD. (again x100000 times)today.. no one called me for any jobs . i am ssoooo freakingly pisseddd.

OKAY. i am going to faint! i just realised on google search that my cousin's wife went to imperial college and then to oxford university and gt some national sci scholarship from astar. andddddd. in front of her name spells " dr". i knew about the dr part long ago. but i didnt now she went to imperial and oxford. imperial is like 5th or 6th and oxford's like 4th. OH MYYYY.. ......

anw, i walked in orchard alone for almost 5 hours today. ALONE. and all my money was spent only on food. haha! i'm craving for cheesecake and since prom is over, i can eat as much as i want! my face looks ultra FAT in all the photos. i dont think there is any decent ones. cos my face is atrociously fatand puffy and round and urghhh. but im so so so glad it's over. now i can feast. christmas is a time for feasting.hahaha!(ok. this isnt right! christmas is the significance of the birth of jesus)anyway...!!!! i dont understand why the lucky draw prizes were like measlyyy. despite paying a whole $98 that burnt my pocket.or rather my mum's. they totally scrimped on the prizes!! i was hoping to get at least some vouchers from kino or shopping vouchers!urgh! and the food were okay. so-so. it was nice but not worth $98. (luckily luckily.....someone wasnt there..if not our ears might have to suffer)hahahahaha!

starbucks was giving out free drinks today. and i went to get free drinks. i still prefer coffee bean.=D ok. i will go get some cheesecake tmr!with courtesy of my lovely sis who actually shld treat me after abandoning our sentosa session. haha. ok. i'm just kidding. i wannnt cheesy cheesecake and chocolately choc cake!

ok again. GOD give me a job soon...=(