blooody school has been so bloody busy.so much blooody work.so much blooody thinking. so blooody stuck.



HAHAAAA.blooody. enough of swearing.


on the other hand, i havent exercised for the whole week. i very much want to go for a swim=((( IF i wake up early tmr i will. i doubt i will. cant wait for cny break!!

ate breakfast.headache. slept.
woke up. ate lunch. headache. slept.
WOKE UP. ate dinner. HEACACHE again. slept for another 1 hour.

the aftereffects of pulling an all-nighter.guess i'm not as young as before.

at close to 4am in the morning. i'm having cravings for mac hotcakes and japanese curry rice.

brain's running of energy. eyes losing their focus.ZZZZZ

sch has been busy. considering it's the first week. i dunno how to survive the following weeks. sucks much. =(

everyone's entering adulthood. would that make a difference?

I know i havent living my life the way i should. But sometimes making a change requires much courage. and for now, i still cannot pluck up enough courage to change my life. Sighs.

All the fb updates on the newsfeed make it worse. the little tinge of disappointment at the back of my mind. got to get rid of that. I shall be forward looking.

Dear student,

Your application for the upcoming SEP for AY 2011 - 2012 is unsuccessful. We will inform you again should there be a second round of application.

Thank you .





something to strive for this sem. comeoncomeonrachel.

it's hard not to be disappointed. Realities are harsh.the world is. however, God is good!
I know better things will come along!Let's move forward to a better day!

in a bloody dilemma.( typed bloody instead of blogger in my internet's address bar just now) HAHA.


sooooooooooooooooooooooo....HOW?