have no motivation to redo my stuff.

and portfoliiioooo.



3rd june!!!

exams are out! waffles and icecream after that was awesome. it's the kind of food that makes liberation even sweeter. just like how it felt after submission weeks ago. the papers this time from the first to the last just got worse this time. first one was alright.wasnt gd but soso. then second one was kinda bad. the last one today was verybad. hahaa. but it's overrrr. holidays are hereeee!

the past few days was funny cos i kept bumping into gy whenever i'm out to mug. hahaaa. it always happen. we gt the mugging telepathy. bumped into her again this morning at macs. it was funny to listen to the conversations of the people around. like how the aunties beside me kept criticising the outfits of the actresses at the star awards. this one nt nice, shouldnt have worn sonething so revealing. that one wear until not nice also. and they weeennnnt on for approximately 15 mins. hhahaaa. was pretty amused by their conversation.


i'm thinking of getting a job at coffeebean. let's see how things work out.




















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UK PAVILLION at the Shanghai Expo 2010




AHHHhhhhh. this is awessssomeee. loveitloveit!=DD

Check this out:http://www.dezeen.com/2010/04/09/movie-uk-pavilion-at-shanghai-expo-2010-by-thomas-heatherwick/


one last paper!=D

there's no such thing as "i finished studying".
Or at least i always believed tt is so.

First paper tmr. no excitement.
i think the last time i actually felt excited was in pri sch. When i was happy doing all the models for math. all those challenging problems sums that maybe did excite me.now. Not anymore.

It's sad how education stresses everyone up. The competitiveness and everything.but yeah. I have given up or rather grown out of the competition looong ago. There's no need to compare.why bother whether u do better or worse than others? Do ur best and god will do the rest!

Gonna do some readings before gg to bed. Early night!=D

liulianxiaoxin?!sounds really weird.like labixiaoxin's brother. Fusing our national fruit with a cartoon character maybe? trampolines they named as metronome. I like the name. But ppl to bounce on the trampoline just to allow images to be screened is a little strange too.

Shanghai expo stuff out on the papers today and look at the crowd.!go there now and u get trampled on. reminds me of hmmm shant say it. Hahahaaaa. China's pavilion looks like a massive palace. I like the uk one!

have been enjoying too much good food lately.

i NEEEED to go for a run.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

wahhh. i feeeel stressed all of a sudden.
it's like when u study subject A ytd and have yet to complete all the lecture slides/notes blahblahblah. you think about the unread stuff for subject B and C.

And day 2 (today), u decide that you have to start on subject B and u okay. studystudystudy.and MAYBE complete a quarter of all to be studied. THEN you think about all the subject C( totally untouched) and subject A ( which you suddenly realise u havent really gotten much out of the mugging the day before.and the amount of work still left for you to do)

so actually u still got alot of mugging to be done for all 3 subjects.



oh manssss.

the only thing to look forward to is breakfast later.


hahaa. that jazz piece i just heard on internet radio sounds like that kind u hear during funeral. lol.

i wanna fast forward time. 29 april pleaseeee.

sausagemacmugfins&panicakes.LOL

I'M REALLLLLY BORED NOWWWW. =(((((((((
SIGHHSSSS.

okays.
just needed to rant.forgive me for all my whiny posts.

if u wanna study u should get off ur bed.
tt's not enough.
u should get out of your house.

sianahhhhh. it's scary to see everyone mugging so hard.akipeeps are hardworking. i should do the same. i wanna go SEP.i need to pull up my cap.

but still.damn siannn ah. okayyy. shall get back to my lecture slides.

jiayous everyone!=DD

muggingfail.sighhhhhhs.

a long break from all the mugging and you realise you just cant get into the mood of studying anymore.

tired. sleepy.

no. i should start studying.

damn hilarious!

HAHA.time to mug!!=.=

Craving for good food.

Good food includes mocha and cheesecake from coffeebean. yummymushroom soup from soupspoon.chippy's beerbattered fishnchips. hot waffles with icecream from coldrock. that awesome tiramisu from donna camela!good and black carrot cake!takoballs from ion orchard and the ramen and burger from the ramenshop at hollandv. ok. the list shall stop here. eat and errr. get fatttt!

i just deleted an angsty post and then deleted it and then thought abt it.this is a much more peaceful post.

i think the world's a much peaceful place if u just focus on what u are do and what you are going to do. and auto filter the stuff that we dont wanna know.


yes.an auto-filter is perfect.

or maybe a juicing machine. you get the juice and u throw all the pulp away.



i need to complain. but everything such things happens i'm reminded of the purpose in our lives. That should take the angst away. Not totally but gradually. slowly.





How apt.=)

major submissions over! chionged antm cycle14 last night. and stuck at the latest episode. hahaa. the bitch fights in them are major! and damn hilarious. the girls practically scream and roar into each other faces. damn funny to watch!


to catch the bitch fight. watch 5.53 onwards.

and ohmy. this one is goood.i love tyrabanks!


Okay. so today was a sleep-in day. how wonderful.=D woke up to eat my breakfast then went back to sleep till 3. niceeeee.

AND i should stop procastinating and finish up my monday-due ssd essays.i will finish them tonight!! damn essays to spoil my weekend. THEN, i should really get my lazy bum off to some running. 4 months without exercise is no good. no good.

AND , it's time to mugggg.-.-

AND seeya friends soon! sch's out veryvery soon!wheeeeee!

emailemails please stop coming. tonight is a GG night.=\\\\

Certain Individualism
“Anyone can put a smile on your face but it takes a special someone to put a smile in your heart…” -Tec* (the recipient but not the author)

There are certain individuals who come into our lives and we never quite figure out why but it all somehow makes sense. There are certain individuals who start out as distant strangers but somehow become our closest friends. There are certain individuals who can somehow bring out our biggest smiles with the smallest effort. There are certain individuals who we will never quite find the words to describe because they are just simply indescribable. There are certain individuals who don’t always know what to say but their actions somehow speak louder than their words ever will. There are certain individuals who care enough to look past what we are going through and instead choose to focus on where we are going to. There are certain individuals who see our every imperfection but somehow manage to find something beautiful in the mess that we call “self.” There are certain individuals who have never quite been through what we have been through but they somehow understand us like no one else. There are certain individuals who we allow close enough to break our hearts but they instead manage to take our hearts from a distance. There are certain individuals who help us to turn wounds that still hurt into scars that only remind us of the pain from which we came. There are certain individuals who will willingly give us their all and will never ask for a single thing in return. There are certain individuals who will not only test us the most but they will also teach us the greatest lessons that we will ever learn. There are certain individuals who we spend time with and each minute that passes feels like unwrapping the perfect gift over and over again. There are certain individuals who come around only once in a lifetime and although they may not remain for a lifetime, their impact somehow will. So, who are these certain people? The truth is…some of us know them and some of us are them. So let us say thank you to those that we know and you’re welcome to those that we show. I’m sure you’ll get it in the morning. Much love and respect.

-Mike Goodman aka Tec

shared by misspek. and i shall share it too!

Yet another cui crit but i guess i'm immune to crits like these already.just gonna brush up on my quality of my work and skills. draw more perspectives and trees. and i need some course for effective public speaking too. dont think i can let this continue in year 2. tt is if i actually pass design. not that i'm being pessimistic here but just feeling a tinge of worry looking back at all my works this sem.

Art versus Architecture
" Art can be anything the artist wants, no matter how dreadful, and it doesn't affect most of us very much. However, when architects build important buildings based on the misguided notion that they are making art, the resulting buildings are a hazard in every sense. People have to live and work in them. If a building is ugly and dehumanizing, society is poorer for it."


10 Reasons Not To Become An Architect
- "architecture school is a bitch" hahaaaa

it's hard to please everyone.

i dreamt of 2 doves today. both were actively flapping their wings flying about. then one smashed into the railings and fell off the building. oh dear. and then the other flew into the house. then i woke up. i dont fancy any birds flying into my house.okay actually the highlight of the dream is the tragic death of the first dove.random dreams...




song on repeat mode!

still havent finish my drawings. guaguaguaaa.

drawredrawredrawredrawredraw.kill trees. waste time.
tt's why i'm still on my first A1.why so slow ah!
OK. I shall get back to work if nt i wont be able to finish all the drawings.
GOGOGO.

what a brillant life this is. 31 hours without sleep.breathing in all the damn wooddust and foam. running and down to the workshop day and night. AND now F as tutor for crit. wad a life.archi sucks my life away. cui to the max now. and i still have drawings to do. oh myyyyyyyy.bangs head on the wall.


cuicuicuicuicui


i want a good and long break.