I find myself absurd sometimes. Can't comprehend why I feel think or act a certain way.

But I guess. Everyone feels the same too.it just that too often ,we just choose to believe how we feel what we do is what is supposed to. And perhaps never do we actually react to these actions.
Wells,

Thoughts before turning in.my brain has been too active these days .at the most unearthly and inappropriate time.k nites.

And the bitterness inside
Is growing like the new born
When you've seen, seen too much
Too young, young

Birds flying high, you know how I feel
Sun in the sky, you know how I feel
Reeds drifting on by, you know how I feel
It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life for me
And I'm feeling good =))))

what a roller coaster week. still quite numb from the shock , lost and worried at the same time.
and the chinese song playing on youtube is triggering some thoughts that shouldnt reappear.

it's hard not to compare your life to someone's else. you think you are unlucky but come on,
there are so many people out there who which to be living like you.

be content. be thankful.
you are blessed.

things are gonna be better!

feeling low.

trusting God and his strength.

i think this probably sums up my new year resolution .