it is belibelibeli cold. BRRRRR.


and i always thought i will never be scared of cold.
hao leng ahhhh

inconsideration at its maximum.
seriously?!
speechlesssss.

someone might just knock on the door soon.
=.=

Fing irritating.

=.="

some consideration please will you. 

MISS HOME. =(

EMO.
meanwhile.wadsapp unavailable.
EMONEMO.


oh well. SHITZ HAPPENZ

some ppl just gotta put their finger on their mouth and
SHHHHH.

omg shutup.

some ppl's actions shock me.

i miss mummyjiejie and all my friends back home. booooo!

but on the other hand, life here has been really good!


46 days and i gt to see my mum&sis XD
mega excited.

read chinese super pekcek. omt.

Prolly the best 3d presentation so far.
am so bloody shagged now.
3 hours slp.
no slp.
and no slp again tonight



wad a life.

progress is so slow oh am gee gee gee.
its gee gee.

tired. #whyexchangestillnoslp.

im so glad i have my earphones plugged in.
omt.



bitchy much.

awesome.
this song gives me so much peace while doing this bloodvomitting assignment in 中文. -____-''

oh god. save my ears please.

=///////

BLASTING MUSIC.

WOOOOHOOOOOOO.

maybe some things need to be deleted.

Damnnnnn

quite a nice song. and with chenbolin in the vid it makes it even more awesome.


#ivykindofsong


HAHAHAAAAA

If I have a tape now. Wad will I do?

Riding along the streets in the cold night is plain awesome.

Sch has been great.  I wish exchange never end.

I really miss home though =(

So far so good! except maybe for the weather and my terrible chinese.
As compared to nus, i get more sleep, more meals, more exercise, more slack time and less work.
how awesome can exchange be=)

Maybe the most difficult thing geting used to here is the traffic cos its just too busy .and much to say cycling under such crazy situation everyday.
For everything's there's a first time. you gotta learn .
learn to go out on your own, learn the routes to classes, routes to restaurants/stalls to gt meals, groceries etcetc.
independence.
BUT secretly im still very reliant on my friends when it comes to places further off sch. Heehee


and well, my chinese is still yi ge cui.
lets hope it improves as time passes.


miss you guys=)

and happy mid autumn! i misss my mooncakes!

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

to whoever who needs this.
i think i might be quite apt=)


dont give up=)

brain switches off at the sight of chinese words.
sighs.
cmi.

Missing home alrdy. =(

Gonna miss home for sure. =(

Flying on monday.but I'm alrdy feeling 依依不捨!

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Gardens by the bay was uninteresting
Overhyped.
Too touristy.

Though I dun deny it's landscaping was well done and it's canopy structure eyecatching n aweinspiring.

Argh. Last week in sg.

Uchimura n nygyuen. Awesomeness !!

Goooooo ichimura !

=((((((((((((( 好煩

You can get addicted to a certain kinda sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing
I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
Guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

i could listen to this all day.
awesommmeeee

After tdy I will be ok.

I wanna go Maldives. I wanna sit on a hot air balloon n take wedding photos.

Lol. #daydreams much.

Actually I just wanna have manymany kids.

#toomuchnonsense

I need to knock some sense into this stubborn head of mine.

Stranger
Strangers

Monday blues.  -.-

Sometimes dun we wish we could turn back time?

Its frustrating when negative thoughts keep bouncing back n forth. U just gotta tell urself everything will be ok. U gotta have faith.

Fortunately, work do take my mind off these negativities. N encouragment from ppl do make things better tooo.

Most importantly. U gotta be happy.

I guess tts the way.

too often we humans think too much, keep too much things to ourselves.

why dont we have the courage to say all that is on our minds?


hmm.

DEAN&DELUCA who wanna go alldaybreakfast with meeeeee?

Cos life is a beautiful lie n death is a painful truth.

Im glad tt it's fading.

Too much wallowing in pessimism lately.

Ups n Downs .

Why?

We are alive in u.

something just triggered off certain negative thoughts.


its hard not to think about it when you noe dun it matters.
and yet you try to psycho urself that it doesnt.

it matters. yes maybe it does.

buttttttt.
maybe it really doesnt.
but the truth hurts,




shake it off. i need a day. tmr i'll wake up feeling positive again.
i will.

Just worked 30hours straight! Slp time wooooohoooo.

530am still in office. Yi ge siao.

I wonder if dad was ard,
Mum wouldn't be who she is tdy.

Paranoid. Strict. Naggy.
But nonetheless, strong, the most caring mum, protective, hardworking, selfsacrificial etc.

Sometimes no manytimes I disagree with the things or actions she does. But maybe if i were in her shoes ill prolly do the same to my child.

One thing for sure,  when it comes to strength n determination. Mum wins hands down.

Random thoughts cos it's fathers' day this month. N I always wish my Mum happy father's day cos she's the strength of both.
My mummy rocks =D

Ok. 4am.SLEEP.

Everyone says "Oooh architect earns alot of money blahblahblah"

But the ant of work hours is just beyond what an office worker would imagine.

Just worked 19hours straight.
In 2 and a half hours time i gotta crawl out of bed drag my body to office for a review at 11.

I say.
Architects are plain stupid. We just slog out life and health away. Is it worth it?

Oh the other hand, it's respect.
Cos who the hell stays up so late I past midnights n into the wee hours to produce designs.
I say.
Respect for passion n love for design.

Are u passionate with what u are doing?

Alrights.gd morning n gd night. =)

Y oh y.

When Things  nvr seem to be right. U just gotta brave it .damnthis. Self motivate n move on.

Life's never sweet. Some bitterness might be a gd thing afterall.

Just like my favorite dark Choc
Maybe the more bitter it is. I more I like it.

Siao.

Looking forward to the end of the week

Irrits .how nt to be.

and so i dug out this blogpost of mine in yr 2004.


WTH?!!?!

Saturday, November 27, 2004
wah kao..this is damn siao de....so sian lorx..everydae oso lyk that de..morning i was so SO SO tired man....take bus sleep..take mrt oso sleep ..until i overslept and missed clemeti...had to go back to dover and change trian....got harp sia....sianZ de yao ming...plae a while...and then whee...i went home....herck care la....



wad was i even writing. goshhhhh. o.o

one day i will earn enough money to travel the world.
venice.rome.greece.spain.portugal.morroco.etcetcetc

ahhhhhhhhhh. moeneymoney y u no fall from the sky?

and soooo. work starts on monday.
gotta say bye to my daily 10 hours of slp.=(
and hi to spendings on exp transport and lunches.=(
trouble every morning deciding on office wear( though it's semi casual but stilll...)
and
looking forward to getting money input=)



oh wells.i hope it will be a gd working experience.


TGIF my dear friends who are working too!=)

Dear God, grant me a calm and peaceful heart and mind tmr.
grant me clarity and wisdom as i present tmr.

Thank you Lord.
Amen=)


Your Love is never ending
To your hands we surrender
Where all our sins are washed away
Your Grace beyond reason
Has paid for our freedom
We're made alive in You



We run to Your Throne
Where we belong
Every heart will sing
That Jesus is Lord
Casting all else aside
For the joy of our Christ
Let Your Glory fall
Our hearts are filled with Your Fire

fmlllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

IRAN! Pats myself on my back.

Ok. I need to exercise sooooon.

Wanna go check out some cafes at duxton/ tiong bahru area.who's freeeeeeeeee nxt weeeeeek?

Slping like there's no tmr.
My kind of life. =D

I realised my ocd turned for the better bcos I haven't been slping.

Only tonight I realised.

B. O. R. E. D

At certain pts of our lives,  we let our minds be infiltrated with silly thoughts n many what ifs.

And then at the next certain pts of ur lives u look back n realise how childish those thoughts were.

Damnthem.

#growingup
though some part of me wish life was as simple as then.

Gdmorningworld

gt my job. meanwhile enjoy till the 14th=D

study is yi ge sian. and im just on the 3rd slide of the first lecture note.
yi ge winz also.
LOL

I AM SO BOREDDDDDDD

Year3sem2OVER!

it has been so long since i last rested my head on a pillow.


ohlalalaaa
freedom is here.

shagggggggggedttm-.-

countdown 3 days.
no of drawings. 986095820389810598455 UNDONE.


=SSSSSSSSS

thank you jesus. for just being there for us.

GUAGUAGUAGUAGUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA=/////////

5 more days. the future looks bleak. O.O
HOW TO FINISH ???!!!!!!


XYZXYZYXYZYXYZXYXYZX

countdown 6 days.
extremely behind time. guaguagua

Aching all over. Just by sitting n hands on the keyboard n mouse.
O. O

this is terrible. i wonder how some ppl can step out of their house without a shower or at least a quick brush.

dearcustomersittingbesideme.

are u so lazy to do tt? gosh.
thisissobad.imdying.

9 more days.
so many things. so little time. =///

looking forward to a good dimsum meal at royalchina after tt.
really.




=/

gogogo.

last stretch.

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. (John 14:27)

12 more days to submission.



gotta keep it going.
my temper is getting worse these days. sorry mum and sis=(

slping too much. nt gd nt gd.

surprisingly calm.

Sleep

When i can't slp, I want to slp.
When i want to fall aslp, I can't go to slp.
When i dun slp, I feel like shit.
When i slp,I want more slp.

LOL
Well, u must slp.

10 hours of slp.awesomemax. =D Now its busy till Monday. Sch y u forever submission. O.O

"it's bitter to know, it's better to know"- anonymous

sleep is bliss.
sleeping is my fav hobby.
my little hobby tt i wil find time to squeeze in whenever possible.


SO REFRESHED after my nap


back to work!=)

freaking sedentary life i have.
the only body which are exercising are my fingers.
LOL

sleep is good=D


rejuvenated



Faith; not relying on your own understanding=)

emo day for whatsoever reason.

and work's being a headache.
mind's overstretched.
pissed my my inefficiency.all that needs to be done and nt yet done.
grahhh

gotta my spirits up to overcome these mountain of work.



AYE.KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON.

sluggish day.

it's a screwed up world.

The night's soooooooo cold.

this sem is a test how much u can go on without slp
=O
i work too slowly.


on a brighter note, i slept almost the entire day away ytd! after 3 days of eyes on the com.
it was so good. until.my tutor had to send a whole chunk of stuff of deliverables for tmr.-.-
-.-max.


oh wells,5 more weeks. press on everyoneee!=DD



"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."
Proverbs 3:5-6


reminder: keepcalmandcarryon.so cheesy but i like.=D

and my eyes are cloooossssiiinnnnngggg.

the train comes
it stops
and moves again.

just like life.

tdy becomes yesterday
and tomorrow comes.

ntreallymakingsensehere.

bodyclockumopepisdn

heh

5am i just woke up(#extremelystrangebodyclock) with the urge to write this post.



y do i keep hearing of deaths recently. this is disturbing. how the lives of people could be so vulnerable and fragile. you see them one day and suddenly the next day they are gone.
#reflectingaboutlife


I think we are so engrossed with the pursuits of our goals and dreams and wad the future holds for us that many of us dont see enjoy the essence of being alive. however, this could just be my opinion. cos everyone has sth that holds meaning to them like how some people DO enjoy studying, or working or going through the daily routine is enough to make them satisfied about life.


In any case, the fragility of one's existence on the planet is a blessing to the others around him/her. So people, while we are still alive, even for one day, be a blessing to others. tell them how much you appreciate them. or show it. cos one day we could be suddenly gone and they could suddenly disappear and you realise you havent being able to convey what you really felt about them.


so friends( at least for the few who reads my blog) i gotta say now that i really appreciate you guys all these years.really.=)


Also, as much as death do scares all of us. It is a natual phase of life. everyone gotta die some day. strangely i am not scared of dying. some people are. cos we hold on to much to worldy issues. So while we are alive young( ok maybe not) and kicking now, treasure everyday. dun gt excessively worried about school, dun angry over trivial matters( me gotta learn that) Dun be too caught up with pursuing achievements. go to bed everyday feeling it was a good day.that you have lived a blessed and fruitful day.



i shall end my post with a verse that speaks to me alot.

For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. -Philippians1:21

cheerios!=D

time to scrimp for the nxt few weeks to prepare tummy for some gourmet.


woohooo=D

how much is the value of money in one's life.
seriously?!

IRRITS.GRAH.

Seriously?!I'm sick of this shit.

when things dun go ur way,
moveon.

recess week is a joke.

Garbage studio.lol

the world gotta be free from all these complexities.


John 16:33
"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

check this out if u are in orchard area.
installation at ion basement.=)

U noe u are an aki student when ur friends ask u if u did slp and nt how many hours u slept.

& when u say u went to slp at 5am ,the reply is tts nt too bad.

Okies. 513am now. I'm off to bed!

Life is gd when u can slp till 1pm.

iwanttosleep i want to sleep i w a n t t o s l e e e e e e e e p



zzzz.

justletmerun

If it doesn't work well, it doesn't work.

Some wise words there.

<3 awesome.

SO STUCKKKKKKK

Bai ka.n no time to see doc. =(

elephant foot.

=/

gotta free myself from these random depressing thoughts.

life is too short to be an emo elmo.

trivial things of little importance.
when you can do anything about it,
why fret and frown over it.



okies. i should really gt some work done.





awesome.

Story of my life.

Its a chilly Fri morning. Perfect to nua in bed.

Life is too short to worry.
Step by step.

Will do.

Work starts to pile.
I like it busy.

HAHA.so cutezzzz


thebeginningoflatenights

#theseasontogetfat

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I need to slap myself.



Manymanytimes.

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Fing irritating to wake up to bad temper. Gonna gt out to escape from all these shit.

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Don't hope. Just have faith.

Lose that thought.
I say let go let go.

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slowly but surely.

Looking at awesome works by fellow peers n realizing how crap urs is.


buckkkkkupppppppppp.

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Not feeling optimistic abt this sem
Haiss.

Nt even a week and I'm tired. #gottagtupandstartworking Holidaysareoverrrrrrr

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a heavy heart.

not much of a choice aye.

Ahhhhhh.

Ok. Go to slp.

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wants to go kudeta!!!
AHHHH.
soonsoon.

Sch starts tmr how exciting.



Lol. Noooooo. =((((

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Resolution for 2012?

Be myself. Be happy. =D

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21 but under the control like 12.


Sighs. Irrits.

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Pissed Max. I'm fing 21 I can fing make my own decisions. Wtf.

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