I'M DONE with brightsparks applications!!!=DDDDD

I have been thinking alot lately. using my brain whenever i can. all this for the sake for the archi selection test. the first qn definitely requires alot of thinking in order to make out/construct sth abstract. and not show how shallow i am.

the fact is i'm a very shallow person.
stressssss.boohoooo.
I really want this! and i will be damn sad if i'm rejected.
bwahaboohooo.

In music, abstraction refers to the abandonment of tonality. Atonal music has no key signature, and lacking an externally imposed standard.

now, it seems like music is simpler to understand than arts. abstract???what theeeeeee.

The city of Sophronia is made up of two half-cities. In one there is the great roller coaster with its steep humps, the carousel with its chain spokes, the Ferris wheel of spinning cages, the death-ride with crouching motorcyclists, the big top with the clump of trapezes hanging in the middle. The other half-city is of stone and marble and cement, with the bank, the factories, the palaces, the slaughterhouse, the school, and all the rest.

One of the half-cities is permanent, the other is temporary, and when the period of its sojourn is over, they uproot it, dismantle it, and take it off, transplanting it to the vacant lots of another half-city.

And so every year the day comes when the workmen remove the marble pediments, lower the stone walls, the cement pylons, take down the Ministry, the monument, the docks, the petroleum refinery, the hospital, load them on trailers, to follow from stand to stand their annual itinerary.

Here remains the half-Sophronia of the shooting-galleries and the carousels, the shout suspended from the cart of the headlong roller coaster, and it begins to count the months, the days it must wait before the caravan returns and a complete life can begin again.


I'm stunned.lost.. can someone explain this?

I'm finally done with uni applications. Finally. it has been bothering me for the whole week since the deadline is so near yet so far. so better to get it over and done with. As for my choices. it still remains the same. nus archi, nursing , sci and fass. As for ntu, i decided to put adm first. portfolio portfolio.. must i really do it. sighs. i have no idea how to cos it's alien to me.but i want visual communications. at least more than bio sci. remaining choices: bio sci and communication studies.


I think i might just end up with sci in both ntu and nus. but i do really want archiiiii=(((

Would be kept busy by Fa stuff. photocopy all the documents. haha. same stuff always. i do this almost every year. but have to go all the way down to buona vista just to submit them=(

in conclusion, application is troublesome.

OK. BYE!

What nonsense service is he providing??

There was this extremely rude taxi driver today who gt so impatient while waiting for his customer who was a visitor at my company. and it was only 5 mins i think. He got out of his cab, walked into the reception and scolded me for taking so long. He probably thought i was the one gg to take his cab. but whatver it is, he is damn freaking impolite and rude. he was like " still not coming, i wait very long already!!" in a coffeeshop-uncle tone.i regretted not calling back to the taxi co to complain about it. and his customer so happens to be an ang moh. HAHA.see if he still dare to open his fat mouth.hurhur.



I'm baking chocolate banana muffins tmr..=DD

Ok. as nosey as i am ( as miao always say..but whatever!!haha) , i browsed through many ppl blogs regarding how they felt about their results. there was one who gt straight As and kept complaining abt that one B she gt.

isnt she irritating?i actually feel like shutting her up.
god... she has 6 dists and she's complaining!

I was thinking actually...WHY are we always unsatisfied?? . ren bi ren , qi si ren...we humans cannot stop complaining.

obviously there will be ppl who's smarter. and ppl who arent that smart. everyone has sth they are gd at. and i'm guilty to say that when i loooked at the nj's website, i was rather depressed considering the no. of As ppl had and the pathetic few i had. but at last, i decided not to engage in this depressing activity of mine and just be happy with what i got.

and yeah, to all who are upset abt their results. A levels is just a tiny little part of our lives. and the experience we went through in our 2 years of jc is more than just the cert we have. ac taught me alot, first would be brushing up my lousy engliiishhh to a extent that i found myself speaking chi in a weird accent at one point of time. ac made me realise what a lousy christian i was with many really devoted and faithful christians around in school. their Faith for God was really strong. i'm nt even halfway there now. but i really liked chapel in ac. esp those by teachers. ac gave me great friends. wonderful teachers who truly spent extra hours in ensuring we gt the grades we were deserving. of course there were tough times amidst my 2 years, i'm still glad i gt to go through it.

Life is full of ups and downs. God place us in this situation for a certain reason. One day, we will realise his reasons for doing so. Life's never fair. It is always unfair. some ppl just always seems to get the gd stuff and sometimes some of us always end up with sth nt as gd. I noe it cos it always happen. Partly because it seems to be always happening for me for the past one year or so and SO i'm rather immuned to injustice already.or rather, i'm used to it. But i guess it's just a matter of us embracing this fact and overcoming it by believing that he wants the best for us and that he will bring us somewhere he wants us too.

"For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11

So cheer up peeps. it's not the end of the world. We still have a long road ahead. =DD Our certs may just a tiny part of a conversation 30 years down the road.

pianoooo exam tmr!

OK. I am so glad that my results are back and i dun have to worry abt them anymore. YEAh. but what comes nxt is deciding the courses i want and i havent really looked through the stuff in that stupid freaking heavy paper bag that they gave us. ANDD..ntu didnt put their handbk into that paperbag of mine. and there are some courses in there which i want to look at. arghh.

Ytd was scary. deep down in my heart i knew that i wouldnt be gg up stage. bcos of my math which i screwed up. and obviously gp. the wait in the hall was crazy. my body was how hot can. like i was having a fever. and they took freaking long to get the ppl on stage.
but anyway, i was very relieved at the forst look at my slip.it wasnt that bad. except for my gp though which isnt gd ... or maybe it was becos of my own expectation(i always have low expectations) AND i gt a B for math which was unexpected. i thought it would be like a C or D. and for that... i am reallyreally thankful. Praise God!


i'll think of uni courses after my piano exam. Oh baby.. it's over on tues!!!=DDDD

AHHHHHHH. I NEED TO SCREAM OUT LOUD NOW. MY HEART IS SCREAMING. I"M SO FREAKINNNNNNNGG SCARED FOR TMR. I HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO REPORT AT 2.30 BUT ONLY GET MY RESULTS AT 3.30. THAT ONE HOUR WILL BE SO TORMENTING AND NERVE-WRECKING. I DUN EXPECT GOOD GRADES. I WILL BE SATISFIED AS LONG IT IS SATISFACTORY. OKKK. I CANT SLEEP AND I AM SOSOSOSOOS TERRIFIED FOR THAT STUPID MOMENT. I DUN WANT IT TO COME ANY TIME SOOON. OH MYYYYYYYYY.

I dunno which BLUE album this song was in. but i havent heard it before until 2 weeks ago. and yeah. i think it's damn good. the original was sung by elton john. but with BLUE it's definitely better with more groove to it.

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word (BLUE feat ELTON JOHN)





What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.

It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.

It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.


AND. recently i have become a fan of SHINEE. but they make me feel so old. sighs.so depressing to no longer be young. imagine more than half of the members being younger than me. i'm greatly saddened bcos taemin is soooo cute.and his dance is so gd and sexy. but he's 16 only.why are ppl these days so talented???!!! okay. onew is rather cute too cos he just keeps SMILING. like seriously i always see him smiling and smiling. he basically puts his smile on all the time on screen. =DDD haha. anddd i just feel very happy looking at their MVs cos they can dance amazingly well as a group.











OKAY. tt's all. enjoy SHINEE.
u will love them. hahaha!

ciao!