today much of my time was spent on the train to expo then to changi airport and back to boonlay. collected my race pack which was amazing fast unlike last year which took me almost an hour in the queue. after that was the airport. seeing the planes make me wanna go overseas too.

okay. a cold climate is hanging over my hse now. my mum isnt talking to my sis. because she spends too much time on her church activities and sometimes having to come home late at night when bangla workers downstairs have their daily gatherings with beers and food and congregate in small groups. difficult situation. cos my sis doesnt want to that way. it's her responsibility and commitment. butt.. my mum thinks differently. she doent quite approve of my sis coming home too late at night. cos it's dangerous downstairs. and so she has to go down to fetch my sis late at night. which means having to stay up stilll my sis calls when she's returning home and sooo...when she gets tired and all. and frustrated. her mood totally changes. that was what that happened just now and many times b4. annddd. plus my sis is gg for some church convention in m'sia on mon. and she's worried or angry or i dunno. she doesnt want her to go.

okayyy. this isnt the first time. God do ur wonders. Get my mum to be less paranoid and worried about all these things. i think it's time for her to get some worries offf her chest. i know that it's true that all mothers are worried about their children. and yeah . it's not gg to be easy. knowing my overly paranoid mum.

occasionally. these problems crop up at home. but with God, nth is impossible. Trust God.=DD i will!

ANDDD. (again x100000 times)today.. no one called me for any jobs . i am ssoooo freakingly pisseddd.