Thanks yijun for ur message.

miao, weining, ivy, qiyuan and the many who tried to cheer me up.

I'm be happy and forward- looking. Won't allow my neagtive thoughts to cloud my head. i will get rid of my emo mood.

THANKS very much. really.

RP loves u!=D

Sometimes or many times, I think it’s still very hard to accept the saying of ” don’t worry, God has his plans for us”. I really think the uncertainly is constantly bugging me and it’s so hard to just brush off these worries. Faith. Faith. Faith. Trust. Trust .Trust in the Lord for he is Good. This saying is so hard to be applied in real life. Probably because u still am unable to totally shrug this heavy load of worries. Or I just cant let these issues get off me. At least work now has helped to occupy me from thinking too much. Nights are the times when these thoughts just swim into my head.

Anw, my colleague was mentioning that I should have more confidence in myself. But really, having the confidence wont help now when it is over. I cant say I’m confident cos I’m definitely not. But if I am confident I wont say I am confident too. That’s me. I probably say it went well. Nth else. It’s hard to be confident. I'm not a genius. This time, gahhh. No confidence. Cos it went badly…i don’t want to be perceived as a person who isn’t confedent in the things she does. But it’s a case by case issue really.

I want an answer. At least some closure and comfirmation of what is presented to me. I’ll will definitely accept it. If not what to do!

But one thing for sure I noe is that, everything will turn out fine in the end. Maybe not the way I want. Maybe better or worse. But it will be fine! Time will see.

Ah dui. So emo.
jiayou to me and to the many out there!be optimistic!=D

shucks. i feel very lousy....grrrrrrrrr.


it's the thought that i wont be able to study what i want. call me pessimistic. but i just cant help thinking abt it.

Gdbye archi. Life’s a cold and hard reality. Just accept it I guess.or make urself accept it.

I’m screwed up my apt test.and made myself sound or look silly,damn.

But don’t worry. I’m feeling alright. I mean there’s a lot ppl out there who are really better and who deserves a place more than I do.

I’ll probably be a nurse or a scientist.
Actually,I wanna call God and ask him where I will end up in

Super junior -SORRY SORRY

ahhh!Heechul really cracks me up. he just looks alwaysvery fuuny in a cute way though. i like heechul!=DDDD





As for my test tmr, God give me the clarity of mind. i want this so badlyy.

Chris Tomlin - How Can I Keep From Singing
There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring
And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling

How can I keep from singing Your praise?
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love?
How can I keep from shouting Your name?
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives
And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs
You giveI can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And I fall down again

I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne

i finally got the emails and letters from nus nursing and archi. but it seems like i need to have some art pieces or designs for archi. fan nao fan nao.

i'm really looking forward to uni life. to study and learn new things. though i noe that when the time comes...i'll be complaining how tough study life is. as for now, i really miss sch life. miss endless chats with friends and just plain slacking ard.booooo.

we never are satisfied with the way things are.

Well... may nus reply me soon.

Ciaoooooooo.

Psalm 100
Shout for joy to the LORD, all the earth.
For the LORD is good and his love endures forever;
his faithfulness continues through all generations


Good news!I passed my grade 8 practical!!!whoohooo. it was 6 marks to Merit but actually to get 6 more marks isnt that easy too. but i'm really really happy and thankful. praise god for all his blessings!Hallelujah!!!


HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY=DDD

The workaholic is down with sore throat and a stuffy nose but thank god she's recovering alrdy. Having said that, ahha! i have started on my new job alrdy although it was just 2 days after my previous job. this time's a full day one which is gd. i'm realllly bored at home. it's sunday, woke up late for church, it's raining heavily and i'm stuck at home with mth to do. boringboring.

i hope i get an email from nus soon...=(