Sometimes or many times, I think it’s still very hard to accept the saying of ” don’t worry, God has his plans for us”. I really think the uncertainly is constantly bugging me and it’s so hard to just brush off these worries. Faith. Faith. Faith. Trust. Trust .Trust in the Lord for he is Good. This saying is so hard to be applied in real life. Probably because u still am unable to totally shrug this heavy load of worries. Or I just cant let these issues get off me. At least work now has helped to occupy me from thinking too much. Nights are the times when these thoughts just swim into my head.

Anw, my colleague was mentioning that I should have more confidence in myself. But really, having the confidence wont help now when it is over. I cant say I’m confident cos I’m definitely not. But if I am confident I wont say I am confident too. That’s me. I probably say it went well. Nth else. It’s hard to be confident. I'm not a genius. This time, gahhh. No confidence. Cos it went badly…i don’t want to be perceived as a person who isn’t confedent in the things she does. But it’s a case by case issue really.

I want an answer. At least some closure and comfirmation of what is presented to me. I’ll will definitely accept it. If not what to do!

But one thing for sure I noe is that, everything will turn out fine in the end. Maybe not the way I want. Maybe better or worse. But it will be fine! Time will see.

Ah dui. So emo.
jiayou to me and to the many out there!be optimistic!=D