is what we having been busy with....

am going to be crazily busy for the next few days. thanks to sticks, strings and masking tapes. and definitely the wonderful almighty GEK essay....

wahhhhwahhhwahhhhhh/////////

sometimes maybe giving up on some things makes me a happier person. like how i gave up on my pf tut halfway throught the night cos i was just too tired and azy to continue to think about all the moments, shear and bending moments and rack my brains over how i should plus, minus or mulitply them. and tada. cant be bothered about PF for now.

and now, 10am on hot saturday morning. i realised my to-do list is alrdy piling. i have to :
1) take 3 photos of spaces in natures
2) sketch the images and
3) edit them on photoshop which i count as one to-do although no.1,2& 3 are counted as one assignment
4) return lib books the lib since it's due today
5) design work(which i havent thought of any idea yet)
6) GEK essay
7) PF project part 4
8) AR ppt and erm. brainstorm.

i'll probably chiong design tmr. wad a last min worker. cos i'm rather lazy to go down to studio today after running around trying to take some decent photographs and go to the lib. will be too tired to do so.


and i just feel like chilling. and slow down my pace for this week. life's not all about work right.
=D


ciao

am freaking irritated with PF.
pisses me off.

every now and then i look at my current work and the first assignment i did and wonder if i have been putting enough effort. last time i dun think i did.but now i think i am.or at least improving. but again,sometimes, the work that comes out just doesnt really click. but i guess i'm progressing. maybe at a slower rate. sometimes u just feel quite lost and confused by just looking ard. cos some ppl are just miles ahead. and u dunno if u are at the right pace or they are just too far ahead of us.

but i guess at the end of the day, it'll be okay if i just keep thinking harder and trying harder.
keep thinking.

AND
it's just year one right.
there's still 4 more years. let there be progress=D

rachel is missing her friends. and many things and activities that she cant wait to do.


let dec come quickly pleasssssse!=(

yesterday during our 5 hoours zommmg long lecture. something really amusing happened.
we were having this lecture which involved this huge amount a 53gsm paper which feels like tracing paper to me.and we have draw plans on it. and there were abt 20 plus plans to draw. every scan took us abt 10 mins. and so imagine the huge mess of paper under my seat. considering the fact that i just stuffed the drawn ones repeatedly under my seat.

and sooooo. the person beside me saw my paper under his seat and took it up for me. following, i took it and threw it under my seat again!without even bending down. and it landed at the exact same spot where the person had orginally picked it up from( which was under his seat) lol.

i thought it was funny and i laughed to myself while murmuring something along the lines of " ah.forget it. it went back again."

and i have no idea why. my lecturer called out.cant really rmb. except that the first thing he said was " yes?!" ( with his usual giganormous eyes)

"the girl in the black shirt." ( which was me)lol.
i was like huh?was i so loud. i wasnt even talking to anybody except to myself.but it was such a silent murmur. ok maybe he saw me laughing. lol. i was laughing to myself lah.

and he went on to ask me questions aboiut wad he just said. i wasnt exactly awake during the lecture so i couldnt answer his secnod question. and after hints from my friends beside. i got the answers.

"thank god u have friends."

lol.lol.lol.lol.lol.lol.

It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.

Confucius, Chinese philosopher & reformer (551 BC - 479 BC)

am feeling increasingly displeased with myself of late.and that probaby explains my lousy mood these days. lagging behind work such as wonderful pf which i am miles behind. and simply my lack of discipline with keeping up with the workload.which is spening more time on useless stuff than to use them efficiently such as reading up. and definitely my speed of doing work. i have no idea why but it seems like time isnt enough for the stuff on my hands now. okay. i noe that applies to everyone and maybe i'm just being too uptight and stressed out currently. just feeling abit less optimistic these days. let's hope it will get better! yeah it will be. it's kind of weird, i dun want any more work. like essays-.-///. but on the other hand.. i'm looking forward to the new workshop. workshop and pf are 2 opposite ends. grrr to pf.


ok.let's get back to work.