am feeling increasingly displeased with myself of late.and that probaby explains my lousy mood these days. lagging behind work such as wonderful pf which i am miles behind. and simply my lack of discipline with keeping up with the workload.which is spening more time on useless stuff than to use them efficiently such as reading up. and definitely my speed of doing work. i have no idea why but it seems like time isnt enough for the stuff on my hands now. okay. i noe that applies to everyone and maybe i'm just being too uptight and stressed out currently. just feeling abit less optimistic these days. let's hope it will get better! yeah it will be. it's kind of weird, i dun want any more work. like essays-.-///. but on the other hand.. i'm looking forward to the new workshop. workshop and pf are 2 opposite ends. grrr to pf.


ok.let's get back to work.