there's no such thing as "i finished studying".
Or at least i always believed tt is so.

First paper tmr. no excitement.
i think the last time i actually felt excited was in pri sch. When i was happy doing all the models for math. all those challenging problems sums that maybe did excite me.now. Not anymore.

It's sad how education stresses everyone up. The competitiveness and everything.but yeah. I have given up or rather grown out of the competition looong ago. There's no need to compare.why bother whether u do better or worse than others? Do ur best and god will do the rest!

Gonna do some readings before gg to bed. Early night!=D