WHATSAHEADOFYOU?



twoohoneonetotwoohonetwo

sofastsofast.it didnt felt like a year just went by like tt. I just wanna thank God for all the lessons learnt this year. badgoodembarassinginspiring.
#questioningaboutlife #makingastandtochangeyourlife etcetc.
this is #failingattryingtomakeacoherentsentence


my list of hashtags that pretty much summed up 2011
#verysuckypaybutveryvaluableexperienceasanintern
#beinglouderthannormal or u call it #steppedoutofmycomfortzone
#questioningmychristianfaith
#tryingmybesttorelyonGod
#metnewandawesomepeople
#turning21andnoticinghowmuchihaveaged
#cheerstoalmostdecadeoldfriendships
#family<3
#eatingtoomuch
#toomuchstarbuckscoffeebean
#brokeee
#almostzeroexercise or #didiexerciseatallthisyear
#learntswimming
#conqueringanother2sems
#seeingmygradesgoingdownandprollynevergoupagain=(
#believinglifeisnotaboutgrades
#doyourbestandletgoddotherest

2012
#gettingover2011
LOL.

AIYAH
#needsmoretimeforalistofresolutions

Dilemma =/

Aye. Shld just give up.

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workhardworkhard.
passion.
getupandstartdoing.


#yougottaneedmorediscipline.


HAHA.hashtagsocool.

Cannot decide=/

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overate=/



someone please hide away the chocs.

I dun wanna grow olddddddddddddddddd=(((

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And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord.


Amidst all the celebrations, feasting, gifts, partying, is christmas all about these joys?

On this day. God sent this one and only son so all of us mankind could be saved of our sins. Christmas is about his great love for us and Jesus's birth and sacrifice for all our sins.

SO what's christmas for u?

Guess we are far too grades driven. Inevitable as a result of Sg education system. Such that even though I keep reminding myself it doesn't matter, the feeling of self -disappointment just lingers at the back of my mind. Haiss.

Aaahh. Singaporean kid for sure.

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do not give up!

sth v apt for tdy

dear cap why u commit suicide?=((((((((((((((

The geny today is far too antigovt.seeing all the angst on my facebook newsfeed, why so angst.shit happens! Machines wear an tear, even computers and systems break down, we can expect everything to be goodygood all the time.

We should be more concerned how the govt plans to salvage the situation, make improvements n revise its sop if sth similar happen

So ppl shld stop complaining n pting fingers to a certain minister. Give them time, im sure sth can be done.Coool it.my fb newsfeed is like some antigovt ranting procession taking place.geeez.


Saying that, nt tt im progovt.i juat wish ppl could be a little less prejudice tdy.or issit cool to go be against the govt.idk.just some thoughts....

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i wonder if it's embarassing to tell ppl that you are anevergreen at almost age 21.
but oh wells.
one should not worry!

we just gotta trust God he has his plans for us=D

you noe what's therapeutic?
therapeutic is when you can throw away nonsense stuff which your mum insists on keeping.

i just did tt.oops!
AHHH. soooooooo good.

FTSFTSFTS

We regret to inform you that your SEP application is unsuccessful. We will inform you again to re-apply if there are any vacancies available.


=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Sometimes i think too much.
but then again.
i cant help it.

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i feel really old.


=(((((((((((

sj<3s

Thiswaitiseternity.ahhhh.i need my job.


N my throat is a bitch.
Bcos of it i have to drink so much water.
now my face is so puffyyy
n i gt to wake up so mny times in the night to drink n pee.-.-

Sucksmuch
ok.rantsfinish

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feverrrrrr=.=

so awesoooommmmmme

Ok.this weeek i shall skip for 15 mins everyday

Needs to lose weight.=S

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Icoulddieofboredom.lol.

Nehhhhmindishalljustsleeeep.

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I NEED A JOB.



no money.
and rotting at home is no good.

i want my job=((((

Ah.hate this feeling.

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year3sem1. done.

results wise. i'll probably be expecting the worse this time.
but somehow, i find this sem to be more fruitful than any other.i think i learnt manymany other things.


thankGod for seeing me through. it was one hell of a sem.i think i aged ALOT this time.=S

Is so unprepared for tmr.ahhhhhh

Dies

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and i didnt noe tt sea games is on now.


which world am i living in.ohgggosh

CAN I NOT STUDY-.-

Thank God everything turned out better than i had expected.

ThankGodreally=)

Feelingsodamnfmlish.



Ahhhhhh.so nervous i could die.=SS
God i need u to be there later.

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hell week over. never have i slogged so hard before but unfortunately the ending was still disappointing.
INCOMPLETE MODEL FOR FINAL CRIT.WTFBBQ.


so nerving to go for a final crit with a model tt doesnt speak anything. SO DAMN NERVING. AHHH>SHIT. and my tutor has alrdy expressed his dislike for my final design. SO OH WELL. thanks much for my making my heart sink evn deeper into the ocean ytd. when i was feeling disappointed enough myself for not finishing.thanks much really. omg.

but well, i DID my best. could have accomplished more if i had more time. either tt or i just got to work faster.





got a battle to fight. battle to convince my tutor.


SHUCKSMUCH.


ohwell. prays hard.

Philippians 4:6-7 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

?

Stressed max.AHHHHHHHH!!!!!

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TIRED MAX.

shit always happen.

Wtfish.disappointment.

Could do with some icecream.


Getitovermoveon.

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OMGGGGG -.-

THIS IS WAY TOO MUCH INFO.
how am i gg to force all these into my head for fri.




AHHHHHHHHHH.

drowning in soundtracks while i mug.


anw, this soundtrack is really good! should find some time during the hols to catch this film.




okies. back to mugging!

the need to mug makes me appreciate design work so much more=(

imlazy.

STUCKKKZZZZ0.0

Sometimes its better not to think so much.

I believe God has his plans for me.

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TIME TO MUGZ.

o.o




"Are u going to slp tonight?" my mum just asked.


O.O
=.=

1hrslpin3days.lifeofanarchistudent.hoho.

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turning a blind eye to.

busy week ahead!

irritated with oneself.=/

it's an angsty society we are living in.

i miss you friends.


hols come quickly please.

Kid: “Why are some people so mean?”

Me: “Wow what a great question! What do you think?”

Kid: “I don’t know.”

Me: “Let’s think about that for awhile.”

Kid: “I dunno.”

Me: “Well, that question reminds me of another question.”

Kid: “What?”

Me: “Why are some people so nice?”

Kid: “Cuz that’s just who they are and how they are.”

Me: “I bet that’s probably part of it.”

Kid: “Maybe they’re so nice because that’s how they choose to be.”

Me: “WOW! You mean we can choose to be nice, even if we don’t want to be?”

Kid: “Yeah, we can. Nice is a choice. So is mean.”

Me: “I’d say you’re pretty good at answering those big questions you come up with.

Kid: “Some things we just have to sit and think about for awhile.”

While this child and I continued on about this discussion for awhile, and I assessed whether or not he was being bullied (he was not)…it got me to thinking a little more about this on my own.

Alone in my office at the end of that meeting, I was left with my own thoughts on the subject:

“Being mean is less of a reflection of where someone has been in their life as much as it a reflection of where they want to go in their life.”

This is true from the schoolroom to the boardroom.

What do you think?


http://www.examiner.com/family-in-marquette/why-are-some-people-so-mean

Goodbyebitch.

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5minsbecame6hours.

PANICAH.tonightgg.

KOPIOGAOeverynight.=.=

reality check.

the world's not gg to be kind and nice to you all the time.
wake up.grow up.

Not trying to imply any deeper meanings hurhurhur.
but this song is too addictive.

Midterrrrmmmzzzzzzzzz.=/////

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I wish i could read minds.tt would be brilliant.wouldnt it be?

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the last week was too tiring. mentally and physically.

just too glad the whole thing is over. sometimes i keep things to myself too much i think i could explode within.i found myself screaming inside.but i wouldnt want any major unhappiness to happen.

i treasure peace too much. gd and bad. in fact more bad than gd.
u gotta draw the boundaries sometimes to protect oneself.


and i find myself easily irritable.sometimes i just wanna shut my ears to mute myself from all the nonsense. it's stupid lame i dun wanna listen. so how long more must i survive with stuff i dun wanna hear?



okays. recess week. well deserved break.
one week of peace=))

1000 word essay due tmr.

24 hours.

zero words.

GG.

catching the last bus home every night has become such a routine.

wants this shit to end soon.


BLAH

It's fading away.im glad it is=)

Gdnight

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heyo.

i have relocated to arbitrareee.tumblr.com


i'll still keep this alive once in a while!

cheers=))

what i need now is time.

stressfulweek.O.O

almost6finallyggtobed.
prollygonnaageby30yearsinthenext3days.

missyoufriends

feeling fmlish.=/ OHWELLLLL

sorry for the lack of updates. sch has been OK.

what an optimistic statement.




welcome to a crazier week ahead.

i wannnaaaa....




try manymany amazing food around the world.
and take manymany pretty photos of them.



random rant=)

new challenges to conquer this sem=/








Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.=)

Oh, oh, I want some more
Oh, oh, what are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting


Here we go again.

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The power of time.i hope.

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Crazy week ends tdy.crazy weeks follow ahead.but now.im tooo glad to be able to slp.gdnights=)

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Tired.

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a r c h i t e c t u r e



random shoutout at 3.26am.=)
gonna finish up some sketches and go to bed by FOUR.

Say a prayer n go to bed.=)

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i cannot stop watching!!




Sch starts tmr. oh wells. rather numb about it. no excitement nor dread. just a little uncertain of what to expect.

no more nuaing around!

welcoming the new sem with FLU.=(

4millionviews in 4 days.SJ FIGHTING!!!!

AWESOME.

Itsamadmadworld

=)

Tooo excited i cant sleeeeeep

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Short msia trip tmr! be back on wed!


im excited=)

ciaos!

fing hates getting into arguments over trivial matters.URGH

i understand my mum's reasons for being uptight abt many things.
but i wish she could let go a little more.

we are old enough to take responsibility of ourselves. no more that little girl.but always ur girls=)

2am-nt tired.
3am-thinks i should try to slp
4am-tossnturn
4.30am-suddenly wakes up.
continues... tossing.
5am-ish- still awake.
..


9am-wakes up.


oh gosh. i think i should stop drinking coffee.
screwed bodyclock.

life has been rather good. EXCEPT FOR THE FREAKINGZZ weather.
chilling at starbucks.flipping through mags at the library, just letting the clock tick by.

the freedom of anything at my desired pace.lovely.


and come tmr i say bye to my lion's mane. hohoho. i cant wait to see it being chopped off.

ciaos!

The complicated human mind.
gotta let it go.let it go.


Freak.i cant fall slp.

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THE WEATHER IS SO FREAKING HOT!URGHHHHHH.

Gg to come back looking like a mother hipppoooo.ahhhhhh.

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Gotta be back in 5 days looking like a blob of FAT.geeeeez

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2 months passed so fast yet so slow. i wouldnt say this experience was fantabulous.it started out pretty alright. quite interesting. then as weeks passed it started to get a little mundane doing tasks tt werent so intereating. and then towards the end it got better. learning new stuff and helping out with a greater variety of work.
i always have the thought in mind that i should be learning more. should be pushed to do more things so i can benefit more from this internship. but recently i realised how even from really simple tasks given,there's a lesson you will take home from each task.

nonetheless, i think i enjoyed my stay here. it's quite a comfortable environment to work in. less than the average amount of stress an intern would expect as compared to maybe smaller firms or ultra huge ones. and as a first time, its a pretty good experience i would think so.

goodbyeworkschicantwaitforyoutostart.=)

Though I don't really know what
I am gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back in the arms of grace

the wind blows and the coke can dances.



i cant wait for sch to start. it's crazy and sad at the same time. the contrast between busyness n basically nth to do is bad.

and i love the hectic sch life.

no life=.=


okies. i need a freakinghaircut.mymaneiskillingme.

Site visits=))

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oh mind. sometimes im rather fascinated by u. if only there was a minimind in my mind. and a miniminione in my mini one. then i'll be able to decipher what all the miniminds in my mind.

ok. im not really making sense.



i love how everyday is a learning day

countdown: 4 more days

good read=)

http://kotonogo.blogspot.com/2011/06/peter-eisenman_07.html

AHHH. sheesh. i missed service tdy. i really wanted to attend but my sleepiness just pulled me back to sleep=(.

bloody needs more discipline.



so work is ending in 7 working days. Im thankful for the opportunity although i reall wished i was given more stuff and be able to learn more! but alright. i definitely did learn new things. and the exposure of the working life in an architectural firm is interesting. would love to see how other firms are like too.

work's ending. my break is coming. dimsum n shopping soon. and sch's starting.

time flies.







it's ONIM tmr. im tired.hence i should go to bed now!
ciaos

morningswim.breakfastwithsis.pizza&kwithfriends.

tmr=)

cantstopthinking. gdnitesfolks!

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early nights dun work for me. woke up abt 6 times ytd.=.=
had a nightmare too.

feeling pretty stressed about sch.
will i make it?


work tmr. ciaos.

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
Just remember darling all the while -
You belong to me

See the marketplace in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when a dream appears -
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again -
You belong to me

Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again -
You belong to me



this song is so awesome.lifehouse youtube marathon.

i am blessed.

i thank God for lovely family n wonderful friends.
and every day that these people whom i share with the moments with.



<3




Give thanks to the LORD, for He is good.
For His mercy endures forever.

interesting read

http://www.archdaily.com/131377/the-indicator-thank-god-for-mental-illness/

WILD HONEY
PRIVE
ARTICHOKE
YAN TING
KIM'S FAMILY
SUMONO OKONOMIYAKI


LET'S GOOOOO

home alone=( AHH. im bored.

Monday blues. tired

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Givesup

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The alarmclock rang.632am.shucks.late!I sat up reached for my specs n....


Only then i realised it was saturday.nowork!siaoliao.

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work is more tiring than sch. although i survive on lesser hours during sch.

it's TGIF and ONIM every week.

Sometimes ....some things u just got to leave it to God.he noes what's best for u.=)))

Random thoughts at 1am.gdnight!

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monday bluesss tmr.SIGHS

nomore taiwan! but hongkong in july. YAY!


but airticsnhotelbooking now. nt an easy task.


looking forward=))))

Back from 30laps.a need when it's a eatnsit 5day work week.

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afraid of too many things.


i freaking love fridays btw=)

Hate quarrelling over money issues.sighss.if only i could change the minds of the older generation.

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Fingpissed.

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it's sunday and im already looking forward to the end of friday!O.O

Internship has been alright. i can only say architects have so much responsibilities to take care of.

it's a little scary how many things one have to look over and be reminded of everyday.
contractors.workers.tenders.clients.meetings.documents.funds.deadlines.etcetc.


it's really quite a feat to even go about everyday thinking, going to office. sitting down before listing down all the little stuff u must do for the day.it's gonna be a longlong list.



hmmmm.


on the other hand.i'm EXHAUSTED now. time for bed.

Too much a foodful week. i need to go on a diet this weeek.=((

Trying to fall aslp at 11 isn't easy.

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It's definitely alright to have your own mind or opinion on which party you like or dislike.
but seriously, people do not need to think the same way like you do. it's one own personal choice.
hence, please stop all the arguing about who's better. or whether the decision made is right or wrong.


omg.IRRITATING.






and it's freaking over. stop all the complainy notes or status updates.period.








i'm pissed with all the neverending ge stuff on facebook. not that im trying to be indifferent and unconcerned with such an important national matter. but i really prefer if ppl could respect others' choices. it's not like if u like ns then i gt to like her too.( by saying this doesnt mean i dislike her) or u like a certain party then i got to like it too. i may support it but i need not show it. because there's no need to do so.

come 5 years time when i need to vote. i wouldnt wish to be involved in any squabble or argument abt which party i should vote. and i wouldnt want anyone to criticise my choice. it's MY freaking choice.


alrights. sorry for my rant.maybe it's just me. little things that i cant tolerate.

sry nt a ns nor tpl fan.cool tt sl won.n uncool tt gy lost. so glad elections over.finallly no more flooding of repeated ge stuff on the newsfeed. let's just hope what is promised is really done.

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when things dun go your way..when you really really wish for dun turn out as well.

trust God. he has his plans. he noes what's best for you. he will bring u through=).




=))))

alrights tdy i shall start playing the piano to kill time.

i was bored to tears hence i went for swim. after almost 3 months of no exercise. it was goood!
16 laps! pats on my back. i should start running and gyming. if i my determination is strong enough though.


STARES AT IVY WAIST*.

Screwed body clock. hence. 5am and i'm still not feeling tired.

oh prickling sensations please go away.

and i kept thinking thinking thinking.wth am i thinking.






gah.time to do portfolio.

School's out! SOoo glad the sem is over. it was one hell of a sem. overloaded modules. too little time. submission dates one after another. crazy akicon that took health and slp away. Physics mod that drained my brain cells away.n design that deprived me of my bed for weeks. NOW I'M FREE. SO SO SO HAPPEH.


HOLIDAYS! I really wanna make this holidays a fruitful one. crosses fingers.
AWWWWW. <3

i smell holidays.soonsooosoooon.

Tmr im having quite a horrid paper. but im feeling unbelievably calm.

too often, esp when we are brought up in a far too competitive environment, we study for grades. we study to do well.this time, im abandoning tt thought off my mind. we study to learn more. to increase our knowledge. and with tt mindset, studying IS more enjoyable. at least more tolerable than before. getting good grades should be an added bonus.

wahseh.akiconsointerestingah.yayayalikereal.HAHAAAA.

DO YOUR BEST and let GOD DO THE REST!=))

oh am gee. HOW TO STUDY.


vomits bloood on my notes.aye. this is getting reallllly bad.

I thank God for Mummy. For making her so strong and stronger each day.
For simply just living her life as if we were all that mattered to her.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!<3333

LIFE is awesome when there's no submissions screaming at the back of ur head.
amazing.XD

i could go on slping the whole day
WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THIS?arghhh

akicon assignment due on monday but here am i . thinking its holiday alrdy. watching antm and wishing that that as i continue sitting down watching my waist will shrink to the size of theirs. HAHAAAA.oh wellls. waitlonglong.


NO MOOD TO DO ANY WORK.

2 hours slp in 3 days. i'm surprised i was able to hold on so looong.

Well, Crit didnr go very well.a little upset.but i think i gave it my all alrdy.so i'm satisfied with that. =))

Shant brood over it!no more studio!ooohlalaaaa.


You don't need to be superhuman, and you don't need to be perfect. Simply live the best you can, and God will take care of the rest.

at moments like this. sleep = dieeee. ok.do work.

ONE LAST WEEEEK LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOO.

shitz.coughing badly. must be cement/charcoal/foam stuck along my windpipe or wadzzzz.

SO MUCH WORK hence no updates.

nice song to share!

chingchonglinglongtingtong.
omg. this phrase just keeps repeating in my head.
gotta erase this and fill up my brain with DESIGNDESIGHDESIGN.

dieinterimdieinterimdie.

wanna backpack in india/ vietnam /thailand/cambodia!

2 cups of it with milk every morning. a heartyhearty breakfast=))

Was looking at bbc livestream and it's so scary to see how cities get wiped out and lives are lost within a day. life's too unpredictable and fragile.

and in times like these, we realise we can rely on noone but him. but why do we only think of him only when we need help? happens for me too. =(

May God be with the people.



On days when life gets a little mundane, i shant complain. and on days when life gets tough, i shant be complaining too...

feeling: reflective?

dear God, keep the world safe=)

i miss my exstudio. all the stupid nonsense we did during crits. it's hard to find people you can click with so easily.

back to work. last one last one and it's tgif!

doesntlikethissem=(

crazy sleep debt. my eyebags are so swollen nowz.=((((( dislike.

seriously???

Feels blessed with wonderful family and awesome friends.

Thank You God for blessing me with them =) <3

recess break= never been happier since sch started. byebye chigarden.youwillnotbemissed.

shopping and dimsum tmr! and time to catch up on other mods!=)

I turn to You and You were always there
In troubled times it's You I seek
We live by faith and not by sight for You,
We're living all for You

I Put You first that's all I need.=)

the speed at which i make my model is really pathetic.

so slow i wanna cry.

i wonder if it's strange to never think about your future.

i spent bloody 7 hours on one third of a process model.and the result isnt what i want. wth right. and now, i have to conquer this physics assignment which sucks. sucks my brain cells away too. BLAH. school is unbearable. modules overload.


i'm not pissed. just needed to rant.

btw, there is a direct relationship between the no.of sleep hours one clock and no of dreams you will have. really strange and queer dreams. and alost like inception. HAHA. so this morning after slogging my brains off for the entire night, i had a short nap on the sofa. it was only a matter of 15 minutes or so. and i had 2 really strange dreams.

first, i dreamt i was dreaming in my dream. which means in my dream my brain was partially conscious to noe that that was just a dream. in my dream, i woke up to find myself dreaming.

second, i dreamt i was in this huge water tank with all the fishes and marine life and i didnt had my googles on. and i was sinking. so i panicked and grabbed on to this fish which had some band on it for support( to stop myself from sinking) HAHAA.it was kind of funny. then this jellyfish or octopus started touching me and i was feelign really really grossed out. AND at that point of time. i KNEW it was just a dreamt and hence, wanted to feeling to stop. in my dream, i saw myself struggling to fall off the sofa to wake myself up. cos the octopus/ jeelyfish feeling was unbearable. and i did wake myself up by fallign onto the ground.( in my dream).

THEN, i woke up to find myself on the sofa. ( it was all a dream) 2 layers. macham like inception. HAHAA.

At that point of time , i kinda feared of having dreams.

and another 2 hours of nap on the sofa, i dreamt of sth that had to do with chicken pies/curry puffs. LOL. and swings. strange.

total of 4 dreams in a span of 2 hours of sleep.


ok. off to do my physics assignment. sighsss!

SSLEEP DEBT=(

cny is fatdie.=(
time to detox and exercise!

Gongxifacai everyone!

blooody school has been so bloody busy.so much blooody work.so much blooody thinking. so blooody stuck.



HAHAAAA.blooody. enough of swearing.


on the other hand, i havent exercised for the whole week. i very much want to go for a swim=((( IF i wake up early tmr i will. i doubt i will. cant wait for cny break!!

ate breakfast.headache. slept.
woke up. ate lunch. headache. slept.
WOKE UP. ate dinner. HEACACHE again. slept for another 1 hour.

the aftereffects of pulling an all-nighter.guess i'm not as young as before.

at close to 4am in the morning. i'm having cravings for mac hotcakes and japanese curry rice.

brain's running of energy. eyes losing their focus.ZZZZZ

sch has been busy. considering it's the first week. i dunno how to survive the following weeks. sucks much. =(

everyone's entering adulthood. would that make a difference?

I know i havent living my life the way i should. But sometimes making a change requires much courage. and for now, i still cannot pluck up enough courage to change my life. Sighs.

All the fb updates on the newsfeed make it worse. the little tinge of disappointment at the back of my mind. got to get rid of that. I shall be forward looking.

Dear student,

Your application for the upcoming SEP for AY 2011 - 2012 is unsuccessful. We will inform you again should there be a second round of application.

Thank you .





something to strive for this sem. comeoncomeonrachel.

it's hard not to be disappointed. Realities are harsh.the world is. however, God is good!
I know better things will come along!Let's move forward to a better day!

in a bloody dilemma.( typed bloody instead of blogger in my internet's address bar just now) HAHA.


sooooooooooooooooooooooo....HOW?