what a roller coaster week. still quite numb from the shock , lost and worried at the same time.
and the chinese song playing on youtube is triggering some thoughts that shouldnt reappear.

it's hard not to compare your life to someone's else. you think you are unlucky but come on,
there are so many people out there who which to be living like you.

be content. be thankful.
you are blessed.

things are gonna be better!