yesterday during our 5 hoours zommmg long lecture. something really amusing happened.
we were having this lecture which involved this huge amount a 53gsm paper which feels like tracing paper to me.and we have draw plans on it. and there were abt 20 plus plans to draw. every scan took us abt 10 mins. and so imagine the huge mess of paper under my seat. considering the fact that i just stuffed the drawn ones repeatedly under my seat.

and sooooo. the person beside me saw my paper under his seat and took it up for me. following, i took it and threw it under my seat again!without even bending down. and it landed at the exact same spot where the person had orginally picked it up from( which was under his seat) lol.

i thought it was funny and i laughed to myself while murmuring something along the lines of " ah.forget it. it went back again."

and i have no idea why. my lecturer called out.cant really rmb. except that the first thing he said was " yes?!" ( with his usual giganormous eyes)

"the girl in the black shirt." ( which was me)lol.
i was like huh?was i so loud. i wasnt even talking to anybody except to myself.but it was such a silent murmur. ok maybe he saw me laughing. lol. i was laughing to myself lah.

and he went on to ask me questions aboiut wad he just said. i wasnt exactly awake during the lecture so i couldnt answer his secnod question. and after hints from my friends beside. i got the answers.

"thank god u have friends."

lol.lol.lol.lol.lol.lol.

It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.

Confucius, Chinese philosopher & reformer (551 BC - 479 BC)

am feeling increasingly displeased with myself of late.and that probaby explains my lousy mood these days. lagging behind work such as wonderful pf which i am miles behind. and simply my lack of discipline with keeping up with the workload.which is spening more time on useless stuff than to use them efficiently such as reading up. and definitely my speed of doing work. i have no idea why but it seems like time isnt enough for the stuff on my hands now. okay. i noe that applies to everyone and maybe i'm just being too uptight and stressed out currently. just feeling abit less optimistic these days. let's hope it will get better! yeah it will be. it's kind of weird, i dun want any more work. like essays-.-///. but on the other hand.. i'm looking forward to the new workshop. workshop and pf are 2 opposite ends. grrr to pf.


ok.let's get back to work.

Ok. my biological clock is awfully warped. sleeping hours are 9-2. and then at 3 will i then wake up and get started. if i happened to not do anything, waha. except a crazy hottempered me in the morning. which victimises my mum and sis cos i vent it all out on them>.<. ok. this is damn bad of me and hence my sis suggest i attend anger managemnet class. make it sound so serious. i just feel pissed at myself if i sleep too much and not get anything done!

ok. so last night.erm no. this morning. i managed to craft oout half or my AR essay. just half. hopefully i can finish the next half tonight. AR ar AR ar....sounds cute. hahahaaa.

and so today will be start of studio again.and i'll be in my new studio group. wahwahwah. i'm too used to my current studio grp alrdy
=((((

crap. recess week just passed like that.
what a break.
piling slp debt.
and...
still have an essay undone.
and..
it's sunday tmr.


wants more slp.